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Heyya guys!

Well, I've changed my blog template again ... This time, back to the original, boring ol' white blogspot template =.= 

Sometimes I wish blogspot could give us more cute & nice blog template to choose from ... wretch and wordpress both gave their bloggers some really cool choice, but not blogspot :(

Anyways, I've recently changed from Windows Vista to Windows XP for my lappie and let me tell you, it works fabulously! And now I can use Adobe Photoshop CS2 as well!! WoOHoOO!!

and oh! I hope you guys like the new header on my blog :) my bie gave me suggestions on it as well :)

Have a jolly christmas and erm, Happy New Year :)

Spaghetti, Chocolate Fondue & Everything nice ;)

My precious bie is home for like few weeks now ... and I haven't been updating anything about it ... sorry =.=

I'm too busy "layan-ing" this big baby >.<

And oh, MY BIE COOKS!!!

She cooks for me my favourite food, spaghetti!!!

Doesn't it look tasty?? Bie, I wanna eat the spaghetti that you cook again!!

She also prepare chocolate fondue for me ^^

Chocolate fondue with New Zealand Natural Ice creams (I don't know how to scoop it, so it doesn't look like ice cream at all =.=), apple, chessman biscuit, and love letter.

We invited the camera shy tiffie as well to taste the first ever chocolate fondue that bie makes =.=

me and bie play Wii Fit that whole evening ...

And I end up sleeping like piggy that night, hahha! >.<

~The End~

To Ching Ching

This blog post is for Ching Ching to wish her Happy Birthday ... I'm gonna *try* to write this in chinese ... sorry if I wrote anything wrong >.<

Ching ching, 對不起哦！其實 leh hor 這個 blog post 是來的有一點點遲, 因爲這幾天都沒有上網 。。。

(Ching ching, sorry! Actually leh hor, this blog post comes a little bit late, coz I've been to busy to go online ...)

我其實很想送一些東西給你， 可是我卻忙到我忘了 （我知道這不是好的藉口，對不起哦 *sob*)

(I wanted to get you something for you birthday, but I was so busy that I forgot (I know this is not a good excuse, sorry *sob*))

還記得這一張照片嗎？ (Do you still remember this picture?) This is the first ever picture that we took together in INTI ^^

Ahmed 一點都沒有變 (Ahmed still looks the same >.<)

可是我們都變很多，你變得更成熟 

(But we've changed a lot over the years, you've become more mature)

我很想念那時候的我們 。。。 我們天天都黏在一起 。。。 一起吃 breakfast, lunch，一起讀書 。。。

(I really miss those time that we stick together, having lunch, dinner and even study together)

這張照片是在我 2006 年的生日拍的， 那時候，我們才剛剛認識不久，可是你們還是幫我慶祝生日， 還買給我 東方神起 的 CD, 好感動， 謝謝哦！*sob*

(this picture was taken on my birthday in 2006, we just got to know each other, but you helped me celebrate my birthday and even bought me TVXQ's CD, I'm touched, thanks! *sob*)

你知道我每次想到你，我會想到什麽地方嗎？我都會想到 INTI 的 library ...

我們真是花了很多時間在 INTI 的讀書管 。。。 很多照片和 video, 都是在那邊拍的 。。。

(Everytime I think of you, do you know what place I think of? You will always remind me of INTI's library ... We spend a  lot of time in that library ... taking pictures and videos ...)

其中一張照片在 library 拍的 。。。 那時候的我，真是很肥 =.=

如果不是爲了你，我也不會把這張照片放出來這裡 （我真是很丑） 你感動嗎？哈哈！

(This is one of the picture taken in the library ... I was really fat =.= If it's not for you, I wouldn't have uploaded this ugly picture of mine, are you touched? Haha!)

2006 年最難忘的一晚 - 我們一起慶祝中秋節 

(One of the most memorable night of 2006 - Mid - Autumn Festival)

我最喜歡的一張照片，可是我們四個人， 應該沒有機會再拍張照片了 。。。

(This is my favourite picture of all time, but I don't think all four of us have the chance to take pictures together again ... )

我們第一次整班一起去爬山 ^^ (Almost all la, haha!)

(The first time ever the whole class go hiking)

9 個人擠進去個大頭貼的 machine =.=

(9 person squeezed into the (I don't know what you call that) machine)

2007 年 ~ 我十九嵗的生日都是你幫我慶祝的 :)

(You helped celebrated my 19th birthday in 2007)

INTI Prom Night ~ 5th October 2007

2008 年~ The last birthday you celebrated for me before flying off to UK *sob*

By Ching Ching

one last picture before flying off to UK

Ching ching, 我在這裡，祝你生日快樂，Happy Birthday, Selamat Hari Jadi!!!

希望你永遠都會這麽得活潑，幸福， 和快樂。 

I don't have the best attitude, nor the bestest friend (there is no such word, so never use it) in the world, but you were there for me through ups and downs. 

I wish you all the best, and hopefully, we will get to meet up again one day ... till then, I will miss you ;)

*Sorry for the broken english, I'm bad in translating, hopefully those that don't read chinese can understand la :)

I'm sorry, I tried.

If you ask me what super power I would wanna have, I would have said without a doubt ... that I need a super power that could let me be at anywhere anyone wants/needs me, like being in many places at one time. Or better still tear myself into many parts ... 

I've been having a hard time juggling with studies, work, relationship and family. I can't be there for every one of them, although I try hard, I just couldn't. And this still haven't include friends yet. 

Sometimes I got so frustrated and upset that I ask myself "Did any of them asked what I wanted?" But that was just the selfish and childish part of me that took over and made me think this way. I shouldn't have think this way, because each and every one of them love me, that is why I wanted so much to be there for each of them, and I feel very bad every time I had to disappoint them.

I'm sorry, I tried.