Here comes APRIL :)))))

A couple hours more to APRIL!!!

And 7 days to my final presentation :)

I'm excited and scared at the same time.

Today is a happy day for me. I don't know what's the reason, but I'm happy :)

Here is the last post for the month of MARCH 2009 ^^

I don't exactly have anything to talk about coz I've been stuck inside this room, this house for the past few days ... All I did was do a lil bit of my project and watch some series to relax myself. I'm just the bored bored maple >.<

Couple days ago, I edited some pictures using PICNIK

I'll print both out when I have the time ... and I will have it with me, to remind myself ... never stop trying, never give up, coz the only time you'll fail, is when you give up hope and stop trying all together :)

I miss ...

I was looking at those pictures and videos that we took, more than a year ago ...

I miss sms-ing with you every minute of the day ...

I miss accompanying you for late night outings when you were sad ...

I miss going out having breakfast with you at 8 in the morning ... coz we'd either go have half boiled eggs, or kuey teow t'ng. My favourite :)

I miss chatting with you on MSN on absolutely nothing ...

I miss telling you to stop smoking...

I miss getting worried bout you when you're not in a good mood ...

I miss having to wait for you/or having you wait for me after class every single day ...

I miss waiting for you every morning at INTI hallway, and every time when finally see you, you would have the sleepy look on your face :)

I miss spending time with you at INTI old library...

I miss walking with you at INTI hallway ...

I miss those times we spend in our car, just talking nonsense ...

I miss looking at you from afar (when you're trying to hide yourself from me, coz you're smoking) ...

Funny that I miss the heartache that I feel when you tell me, that you're going to her house to find her ... and end up mopping her house for her and bringing her to Gurney and got her an iPod ...

I miss telling you to slow down when you're driving (now I'm immune to her driving)

I miss the moment when you first held my hands ... you were very cute back then, just grabbing my hands and telling me that you're actually nervous ...

I miss absolutely everything about you, and who you were, more than a year ago ...

I wish I appreciate it more back then ...

cherry,cien&cupcakes

Haha! I changed my blog name again ... it's not much of a different, i just replace the "coffee" with something more "happy" CUPCAKES! Haha!

I did some changes to the header of my blog as well, hope everyone likes it, haha! It's pink ... hopefully its not too pink for people that hates pink ... well, I do hate certain shades of pink though ... I only like soft pink :)

Lazy to blog ... be back soon ;)

Simple things in life ...

Listening to: Everybody (Backstreets's Back) - Backstreet Boys

Suddenly feel like wanna go back to the time when everyone is still crazy bout' Spice Girls and Backstreet Boys, hehe! Unfortunately I can't ... So the only thing I can do is listen to their old songs, haha! Still like Nick Carter, not a big fan, but I like him HAHA!

Those were the days ...

Anyways ... I don't know why, out of the sudden, I like cupcake so much, haha! As in anything cupcake, doesn't matter if I can't eat it, as long as I can look at it. Give me a cupcake and I'll be as happy as a little kid =.=

This pic above have become the wallpaper on my desktop. Ain't it cute ;)

Boxed Haha!

Sometimes I wish my life is as interesting as every famous bloggers, Haha!

But its hard to feel good when all I can think of is my project =.= It really ruins my mood

But then again 13 days to go till my presentation and dateline =.=

Well, yesterday I woke up early (well not exactly early coz I had to use alarm clock to wake me up at 9am ... I slept off again after I cancel off my alarm clock and only wake up at 10.03am HAHA!

The reason I had to wake up this early was because of

Yep, this =.=

I thought "someone" had written a wrong address, in which that "someone" created coz that certain "someon" forgot my address =.=

Thank GOD for google map, which didn't label my home wrongly.

I went off to the post office at about 12.10pm, after fetching my friend, Ahmed, which I initially ask to accompany me to go around apartments around my area to look for this box, coz I thought the address was written wrongly.

But in the end, I was pretty sure (well 80% sure) that the address is correct, but it was weird that it didn't arrive yet, coz it was like the 12th day since it was sent out

So I went to Queensbay Mall with ahmed ... Had our lunch at DOME ... and then walk to the Queensbay Mall's post office ... Just to ask bout the box ...

Well, in the end, the post office guy asks me to check at Jelutong Post Office or Bayan Lepas post office =.= I was thinking ... it would have been a waste of time if I go to these 2 post office. What if I come home and the box reached? I would have killed myself, coz it was a hot day you know?

Anyways, after we went to the post office, I decided to window shop at QB ... I went to BORDERS ... and OMG!!!! Guess what I saw?!?!?!

YEP!!! THE BOOK I'VE BEEN LONGING FOR!!!!!

It was such a happy moment for me! I just wanna scream when I saw this book!!!

Haha! Anyways ... we walked for a lil bit before I send Ahmed back home ...

Guess what?! When I reached home ... the box is already inside my room =.=

Well, it finally reach ... very funny right?

Inside the box, there is an orange (very cute) shopping bag

A bunny, and inside of this bunny is full of chocolatessssssssss

I got this nice little cute shirt ... one is for lil sis and one is for me :)

Thanks bie! For sending lil sis birthday present and a shirt for me (not to forget a shopping bag) >.<

Season of Randomness

I love anything and everything with stripes (colorful stripes) :D

I love colorful check book wallet




I love SONY VAIO white color lappie :)



But I'm not exactly in love with iTouch after using it for like 2 days =.= Haha! Well, it's cool and everything ... but I'd rather have a normal laptop. I think I'm no longer craving for an iPhone. I just want a normal phone that makes and receive calls, send and receive sms.


Okay, I need to go continue the process of forcing myself to finish my project ... adios!

Random Thoughts 2

Can't deny that I'm a lil stress bout my project right now ... I really want to do my project right now ... but it seems that I don't have the mood ...

I just wanna skip everything and go to the day when I get to do all the packing and go to the airport and just fly off to Australia ...

I really really hope that the next time I set my foot at the airport, would be the day I'm flying off to Australia ...

Love ... actually

... as I was walking in Queensbay Mall this afternoon ... I was thinking ... what if someone I love is a guy? Would things be different? I had this thought it my mind coz as I was walking ... I saw (straight) couples ... they were clinging to each other ... they can do PDA without people giving them weird stares ... well, people do actually give weird stares when couples (doesn't matter queer or straight) does PDA in public ... just that they would give extra weird stares if you're queer =.=

You know what I'm not complaining ... as I was taking shower just now ... I think back and I feel that I'm lucky to have "her" in my life ... it's better than having 10 boyfriends (not that I ever had any =.=) Coz I love how she's being thoughtful at times ... being understanding ... money is never important to her when it comes to getting anything for me (although she's kiam siap, haha!)... but everyone have their good and bad side ...

And the bad part would be she had bad temper ... as bad as mine =.= so when we fight ... it actually feels like the end of the world ... seriously

I'd actually love to walk around the shopping mall and have her hand holding mine ... We do that sometimes ... but rarely ... only around shopping malls in Butterworth ... it's bad ... coz we (or should I say "she") got used to not holding hands in the beginning of the relationship ... that there are times she told me she doesn't want to hold hands ...

But it was my fault ... coz I'm scared that my parents would accidently bump into me at the shopping mall holding a girl's hand ... that would be ... scary ...

One thing I've learn thoughout this relationship was not to care bout stranger staring at me and her ... I got really comfortable bout it ... and I'm now not afraid even if my friends saw me with her ... but it's NOT ok if my parents saw us together

Some people might say I'm lesbian ... Well, I'm just in love, I don't feel the need to label myself as anything ... Coz I don't specifically tell myself that I'd only fall in love with girls ... So I'll just say that I'm in love :)

23 days ...

to my deadline dateline ...

I'm done with log in page ... Registration page ... and now I'm so stressed up bout the welcome page for the user ... the display thinggy ... and also the payment page ... kill me ..

I.need.to.pass

wish me luck! love you guys

LΛNEÍGE

GUESS WHAT?!

I went to Parkson Gurney to look for moisturizer for my face ... I remember reading an article bout this brand, LΛNEÍGE, in a magazine so I went to Parkson Gurney to specifically look for this brand, and was amaze when I get to try on its WATER BANK HYDRO GEL, it looks like gel at first ... but when you apply it on your hands it slowly feels like its turning into WATER!!!

I thought it would be so damn expensive, and let me tell you, it's the most cheapest among LANCOME, CLINIQUE, or even BIOTHERM!!! It's only 120MYR for a bottle of the WATER BANK HYDRO GEL. Luckily I didn't buy the LANCOME moisturizer yesterday or I would have beat myself to death, coz it would cost me 190MYR!!!!!

And all the products by LΛNEÍGE smells so nice!!! Seriously!! So the next time I need anything I would definately go back to this brand again, coz its product is not oily at all, and focus on hydrating your skin, hehe!

The WATER BANK HYDRO GEL is the one that is blue in color, the rest is just the free gift and sample given by the salesgirl :)

I'm one happy girl today!!

This is the make up set

which consist of a moisturizing cleansing oil, a snow crystal dual foundation, lipgloss and also shimmering cream, hehe!

Guess you hated surprise ...

Miss

I miss Sunway Carnival ...

I miss Pacific ...

I miss my bie bie's room ...

I miss my bie bie

Just made it home from hostel ...

I feel better now ... I got a little help from my course mates for my system, in which the registration didn't work =.=

Anyways ... Well ... Nothing d ... Have a nice day everyone :|

hopes and dreams

There's only two things that I effing want right now!

That would be to pass my @#$%^ project and also having 4000MYR in my bank account

-The End-

3rd post of the day!!

I think I would broke the record of having the highest number of post ever!! Just in the month of March itself =.=

I'm so bored with sitting at home and stare at the coding of my system ... I know I shouldn't have complain coz some of you might have like 5 subjects to study and dozens of homework, assignments, projects, and presentation to be done

I'm going to go out with my mum tomorrow to do some shopping ... window shopping, haha! I just don't wanna be stuck inside this room always, coz it sucks!

I keep coming back to my blog and always get tempted to start writing something, even when I'm not inspired to write anything ... but it's by blog anyways ... so I guess I'm allowed to do so =.= lame excuse ... I know ...

I wish I can watch Lipstick Jungle or even Desperate Housewives, coz I can be stuck on them for hours and hours and never feel tired, haha!

Btw, I need to go look for some DVDs that I got from bie bie ... hopefully it's lying somewhere in this room *sob*

HEADER!!!!!!

I AM SO DAMN EXCITED BOUT' MY NEW HEADER!!!

It is so AMAZING!! Not because I'm good in using adobe photoshop, it's coz I don't even have to use adobe photoshop!!! I'm just using PICNIK to edit the whole header, and they have all types of effect you can try on your pictures!! And you can create collage of all your pics, like I did for my header! And of course, they have this amazing FONTS!!! Which is my favourite part of it all!!!

I am SO satisfied with my new header, I'm not going to complain anymore, HAHAHA!

I better get back to my project! Wish me luck ;)


P/S: Credits to my bie bie for taking those pics for me, or I wouldn't have such a nice header today, HAHA!

PPS: My bie love the header :D

GET ME A DOSE OF LIPSTICK JUNGLE!!!

OMG! I NEED A DOSE OF LIPSTICK JUNGLE SO BADLY!!!!

Hmm, come to think of it ... out of the sudden, after all those shopping I did yesterday, I finally came to a conclusion that I don't have to stress bout my project ... I know I can do it and I will never give up ... Just do as much as I could ... The worst thing I can do is give up trying, coz when I give up trying, I'll most probably fail! So I guess I shouldn't' have got all stressed up

I can't wait for this semester to end ... then I can start packing up to go Australia :)

This morning, I cooked tomato soup and have it for breakfast!! And I had like 3 bowls of it and one bowl of salad (which my dad made), and now I'm so damn full! Hopefully I won't get fat *sob* it's just vegetable right??

Hopefully the next post I'll be writing would have pictures on it, coz I know it's getting boring without a splash of pictures here and there :)

Random Thoughts

Do any of you know when is the exact moment you fell in love with your bf/gf?

Well, my guess would be no, coz nobody had the exact idea of how to know you're in love ... so it's a tough question =.=

The moment when you're in love you would probably feel like a huge truck just hit you, haha! You're standing in the middle of the road, with a truck coming your way and BAM! well erm I know I suck in explaining things, hopefully you get the idea, haha!

At that particular moment would you think of the "requirements" you've always had in your mind, like how that guy/girl of your dream would be like? Tall, handsome, smart? Pretty, brainy, talented? For me, I was to shock to learn that I was in love than to think of all those special requirement =.= haha! The love of my life came in a package that includes smoking, drive car like she's in a race track, and erm, nothing I would expect =.=

I thought the love of my life would be a prince charming ... erm well ... It's like you're waiting for a bus and here comes the limosine, haha! I was waiting for the right guy ... turns out it wasn't what I expected, haha! But I really am in a happy place right now ... I learn that when you open your heart to everything, you might actually be surprised at the outcome of it all :)




P/S: Btw, I don't wanna make myself stress anymore bout my project. I know I can do it! Coz I always give my best in everything!!!

Stressed out

I wish there is a way for me to release this stress that I'm having at the moment ... It makes me all depressed ... I have 5 more weeks till my deadline ... but it really feels like I only have 5 weeks to live =.=

So many of my friends who's doing this project seemed so relax, some are working full time =.= ... and they can even change the project title, 5 weeks before the submission date and the presentation of the final system ... Think of all the work that have to be done ... those documentations have to be re-do ...

I don't wanna stay in INTI anymore ... I don't wanna go through another semester here ... it's torturing and I wish I could just continue my studies in Australia right away ....

I'm hoping that I can get through this semester, alive ... please hope and pray for me *sob*

Do you wanna play with me?

Yes people, it's the fifth day of the month again ...
this is the time of the month where it can make me, or break me ...
Let's just say, I'm a tad bit broken ...

I feel exactly like this eyesore =.=

Don't you realize I have more time to blog recently?

Well, I better get back to the Chapter 4 of my documentation

By the way, Happy 1.5 (One year and five months) Anniversary ...

Disaster Header

OMG! I've whip up another header ... I don't know why I have this love-hate relationship with pink =.=

Anyways ... Just bare with this header till I whip up a new one ... Hopefully better ones *sob*

Lipstick Jungle Mania!

I am so freakin stressed out right now, due to the stupid final project! The system I was about to do, I just did the log in page ONLY! GOD! HELP ME! I wish I could pay some professional to help me with this freakin Online System =.=

On a lighter note ... I'm so in love with Lipstick Jungle, in which I forgot to bring back the DVDs from bie bie's house =.=

Oh! How I wish I'm Nico Reilly... rich, beautiful, powerful and in charge

I just can't get enough of Lipstick Jungle!!!

Anyways ... I should go back to my depressed self and work on the stupid documentation ... while I'm left alone by my bie bie ... coz she's trying to clean up her room and unpack her things ... Being alone, depress, emo, stressed out ... seems like a good time for shopping! Throw me some cash and I'll shop till I drop!

P/S: I'm going to run off to the nearest bookstore soon and grab a copy of Lipstick Jungle, it was originally a book before it was made into a tv series! Can't wait to get my hands on the book! >.<

Have you notice?

I've got so bored of my previous header that I decided to use Photoshop to come up with something different ... but I guess I failed ... coz I came up with this weird header that you see on top =.=

Anyways, The first picture from the left of the header is the pendant with my name on it ... the second pic is a bear, which bie bie named it "Chocolate" (I love this name) The third picture is one of my favourite, coz I use some software to edit it and it looks fabulous! To me at least, haha!

I've some great news! My bie now have internet connection!! WoOHoO! So I gotta run

Bie

For You

Bie ... this little blog post is dedicated to you ...

I have so much to say ... and yet, I preferred to have it written out, because I express myself better in written words, than in speech ...

Bie ... thanks for the wonderful 3 months ... I enjoy every single moment that I get to spend with you ... Thank you for coming back when you could have earn some serious cash by working your arse off somewhere in Australia ... instead, you chose to fly back and spend your 3 months break with me ... You did not just sacrifice on that part, but you sacrifice financially as well ... You came back and shower me with gifts ... some so expensive that I can't express the shock that I experience when I receive it ...

Just when I thought you're out of things to surprise me with, you came up with something that flabbergast me ...

For the past 3 months I've done things that I thought I would never get to do or experience in my life (this line is overly exaggerated, but it kinda explain how I feel)


I went to this crazy trip with bie bie to KL ... it was a last minute thinggy, but no doubt, it was a blast! I enjoy every minute of it!


I dance for the first time with bie bie, on Valentine's Day, although we didn't went to a romantic nor expensive restaurant, but bie bie had everything well planned :)


I swim for the first time since I-don't-know-when, and I actually wore a swimming suit!!!! I haven't had swimming suit on me since like 10 years ago!!!


I remember about few weeks back, I was reading my friend's blog and I came across a pendant that I love so so so much! I compliment it, but bie was critisizing it *sob*

Guess what?!

Bie had that pendant custom made, just for me :) She surprised me with it! I love it so so so so so much!

and oh!

Bie got one for herself as well :)

Not that I wanna get all mushy and stuff ... but I wanna thank bie bie for every little thing that you've done for me ... You hated shopping, but you went shopping with me ... You hated Black Forest Mocha, but you drink it cause of me *sob* now only you tell me

I'm going to miss staying up late with bie bie ... sleeping on bie bie's bed ... wearing bie bie's clothes ... steal bie bie's panties :X hahaha! My breakfast, lunch and dinner is ALWAYS taken care of whenever bie bie is around ... I'm practically never hungry!

Bie, thanks for the NDS Lite that you bought for me as Valentine's Day pressie, Camera as my birthday present, Chocolate (just because you wanna present me something), and the pendant with my name on it ... Everything is expensive, but the most expensive thing that you ever gave me, is your love ... coz it's priceless ...

Thank you bie bie ... You're my everything! I'll see you again in July ... This holiday maybe ending ... but my love for my, cute-adorable-pretty-stubborn-small.eyes-naughty-bie will never end ... till then, keep all your hugs and kisses for me ... I love you!