Goodbye ...

... it's time for me to say goodbye to this blog. This link, and all the memories that I have with this blog, is no longer relevant to my life anymore. I started this blog, about 3 years ago, feeling happy and ended this blog in tears.

I'm not going to bring all the post here along with me to the new blog spot page that I'm about to tell you guys. I will close this blog down in 2 weeks' time. So read it while you can.

My new blogspot page is not named after any date, anyone or anything. Click here *www.squaredoutmc.blogspot.com* for my new blog. I have no idea why I named it that. But anything would sound nicer than the blog link that I have right now. If you read it properly, it actually says "squared out mc". Don't ask me what it means, I don't know.

Come with me if you want to, and leave me if you don't. I'm no stranger to people come and go in my life. You leave me, it will be your loss, not mine.

Never trust your heart with anyone.

faggot

I really don't know how can a person be so stupid. I fucking gave an example. I want a square table you gave me round table. I want a chicken, you give me duck?????

In the end you guys want me to do every fucking thing for this project is it? Just I fucking gave you the easiest shit to do and you gave me nothing. You are really retarded. Seriously.

walking down (bad) memory lane

I've been back from Australia for a long time now ... but I didn't really post up any pictures of the amazing sceneries that Perth had to offer.

Other than the scenery, Perth is a major nightmare.

I don't have a life there. I sleep, I shit, I study, I wait for phone calls/texts. (Oh ya, I online as well)

I don't feel like a human when I'm there. I have no one to talk to. I feel like I'm trapped in a place that is sound proof, and people that trapped me in there prolly just wanna make me go insane.

I've gone from insane to sane though. Cause I finally held the white flag high up in the air, and wrote an e-mail to my dad, telling him I want OUT!

I don't care if you give me a shit load of money, I will never EVER live in Perth, that's fo sho. (I mean "for sure" =.=)

Other than torturing myself with my own shitty cooking every single meal, what do I get from studying in this foreign place. Nothing.

I hate the subjects. I have no iPhone, no car, no friends, no money, nobody & I can't use air conditioner during hot summer weather.

You can take everything else away, but you can't take friends away from me, they are the reason I'm still sane today, like seriously. Take the car, money, and iPhone away, and you give me a shit load of friends over there. I'll stay as long as you want me to, sadly I have no one. Why do I need a VirginMobile line that can call out for free to any other VirginMobile number, when I no one wants me to call anyways.

To conclude all this, for sure you should visit Perth if you have the chance one day, it is beautiful if you ever have a car to go out and travel a bit before the sun set. The skyline is amazing and breathtaking. But to stay there, let's just say it won't EVER be in my list of the city that is livable.

Seriously, the only memories that I have about Perth/Australia are the bad ones.

Lesson of the day: Never make a decision because of someone/anyone, it's bullshit, you yourself should ALWAYS be the priority and everyone else can take the back seat.

P/S: Pictures of Perth coming up soon :)

::UPDATED::

Gotta love Woolies

Fremantle ;)

City :D

FINALLY had the chance to taste/try COLD ROCK!!!

A photo of me acting cute =.= I gotta go to sleep nao *yawn* Nite nite everybody ;)

make it work ...

Sometimes I love you more than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves
Hey, that's just reality,
no, it can't always be kisses, hugs and beautiful words
This can only be as good as we both make it
Yes, sometimes it's gonna hurt
Hey, we can be as happy as we want to be, girl
But we gotta make it work
Thick and thin
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're supposed to give it up
My problems are yours and yours are mine

Y2S2 - First day :)

I just finished my exam like last week -.- on Thursday that is ...

And today, its the beginning of a new semester for me. Today is the first day my Year 2 Semester 2 class commence ... Might as well kill me.

You emo one month on the exam, and right after exam, its the starting of a new semester? Honestly, I can't even breathe, coz right after exam, my friend told me there's something that needs to be hand in on the first day of the semester. In which I went nuts on, and finally hand it in today.

Oh, one more bad news. I *might/probably*, fail my database programming paper. *sigh* Some guy in my class went and asked the lecturer on the performance of our class on that particular paper, and it seems that the lecturer told him that most student in our class fail =.= fml.

Anyways, I really tried and did my best, database is not my favourite subject coz I always get shitty lecturer and I have to study myself.

oh, whatev! I couldn't care less, I've sat for the paper, and whatever the result is, I will try to accept it coz I can do no nothing anymore.

//

driving fast + listening to emo music seems to calm me down.

time to let 'tears', 'heart' n 'feelings' go on a long overdue vacation.

I would prefer if the three of you go and don't come back, cause you're always driving me nuts, I'm better off without you...

time to bring back the old me.

time to remind myself who I was.

I am strong, and I don't need nobody.

Happiness?? Maybe next life ...

I am emotionally drained, after yet another day of arguments that ended up in tears. (for me at least)

My eyes are sore, and it feels so heavy.

Honestly, I never really know what went wrong. The more I let you get your way, the worse the situation gets. I could list out a thousand things that I do and change about myself to make you happy.

You, in return, always give me the same reason. "I can't change who I am".

Well, you didn't bother to try.

You like to be loved without giving anything in return. Who doesn't like that? Even I, for once, wanted to just be loved without changing myself to meet your needs of having freedom, watching tv 24 hours a day, and leaving me here alone.

I'm being labelled as a "needy" person, a "control freak", who tied you up and made you can't breathe. Really? Did I ever ask who, where, or when you go out? Like seriously, I haven't done that for ages. I never say no to any outings with your friends or anyone, for that matter.

Your definition of "tie you down" is me requesting to chat with you after like, weeks of not having internet connection, and finally you're at a place with internet connection, and you're more interested in watching tv than chatting with me. So I tie you down by "not letting you watch tv". Like seriously, this is the biggest joke of the year.

You watch tv 24 hours a day at your own home, ok? You don't have internet connection and watching tv is all you can do. So now when you're at a place with internet connection, tv is still more important to you??? Does it make sense?? I don't know bout you, but it certainly doesn't make any sense to me.

Maybe we're both from like a two different world and nothing you do makes sense to me, and nothing I say makes sense to you. It's like I'm trying to communicate with you in your own language, but since it's not my so called "mother tougue" it is hard for me as well. You on the other hand decides to let me do all the work of learning the way you communicate with the people in your own little world, and all you can say is "I don't wanna learn how to communicate in your language".

Good example, right?

Anyways, no hard feelings if you ever read this. (I doubt you ever will)

Blogging and pouring my feelings out is what I love to do. I can't change who I am. Just like you :)

I swear to the wind, sea, cloud, tree, kangaroos, and dawgs that I will NEVER EVER go into another Long Distance Relationship, or you might as well kill me. No more Taurean for me as well, they just drive me nuts sometimes, fuck their tempers, too fuckin' emo as well. Great friends to have, kind to animals. That's about all the good things I have to say about them :D

I'm not anti Taurean, I have some great Taurean friends. Lovers? Think a thousand times. Don't say I didn't warn ya'.

Happiness just don't last forever. Well, at least in my life it doesn't. I've experience a couple of months of living in cloud 9, being treated like a princess/baby/whatshitever, a long time ago, and now, I'm back to being a pathetic lil' human. Hurray for me! :D

I will live my live to the fullest. As long as I get to rant on this blog about my life. I will be happy.

My wish for this lifetime? Is to be loved, and maybe visit cloud 9 once again :) This time, God please make it a longer period of time. If you're taking away after a couple of weeks or months, you might as well, don't give it to me in the first place. Because I am always jealous of every other couple around me, except for myself. I always think to myself "I wish I was treated this way". I always wish I was everyone else but me.

Pathetic right, but I don't need anyone's pity. It's just me ranting to get all these things off my chest. I will get my life in order again.

Loser

I don't know if some people are illiterate or just acting dumb that they had to ask other people to jailbreak their own iPhone.

If you know how to use PPS to watch drama series, I am sure you are smart enough to do everything else.

Google is there for a reason, duh! You don't know how to use a mouse? Google it! You don't know how to start your car? Google it! You've never seen porn? Google it!

You can even Google some stupid question that you're too ashame to ask anyone else.

So there you go, I've let the most powerful secret out. Google.

I've pointed out the direction to you. Now start Googling instead of asking other people to do the dirty work for you. You wanna get an iPhone? Then it's time to start discovering new things YOURSELF instead of asking people about it.

I'm pretty sure the iPhone will be of no use to people like you. You're just buying it to show off to us people that you're far superior and belong to a class higher than us. Guess what? You may own the iPhone, but your brain belongs to the third world country. You are never gonna fit in into the "upper class". Face it! Not even the iPhone can help you. Get an NDS instead.

You must be a genius :D

I was going to write this post before I head out, but I don't have enough time.

I was very annoyed, but now I've calm down a little.

Let me get to the point here.

There are times when I get really annoyed when people ask me or people around me to buy things for them, from eBay.

To set the record straight, I have no problem helping friends buy stuff from eBay, but the thing I hate is when people ask me if it is gonna be safe to buy things from there (e.g. you might get con), but at the same time forcing you to buy things for them from eBay.

and I'll go "????? what the eff is wrong with you, does your brain need tuning or something??"

First off, you wanna let me buy things for you from eBay, do that at your own risk. Like seriously. I can't promise you or swear to you or whateverthefuck to you that the seller won't lie/con me. Hey, its not like I'm the Queen Elizabeth, where people will be sentence to death if they con me, duh!

There is major risk involve when you buy stuff from eBay. That is why you don't just click the "Buy" button the moment you saw something you like. You have to look at other buyer's comments and stuff for the seller, then only you make your decision. It always took me ages to get something from eBay, coz I always want to be extra careful with my purchase.

Second off, buying the iPhone from eBay. An iPhone cost like what?? 800 bucks on eBay?? So?

The risk involved in buying iPhone from eBay:

1. You're almost sure that you are con, like seriously.

2. You buy from an Apple Store for like what? around 1040-ish?? I mean c'mon! You're paying 800++ from eBay and its 1040 bucks on the Apple Store, you do the math, bro! If let's say you're freakin unlucky, suey, bad luck or whatfreakinever, the iPhone up for sale on that eBay is a fraud. They prolly took your money and didn't send you anything or they either send you a china brand iPhone, not only you don't get your iPhone, but you lost a freakin 800++ bucks for being a genius!! How sweet is that?!

Why don't you take that 800++ bucks, and work hard for another 200 bucks, and get your own iPhone at the Apple Store. Doesn't that sound a lil' safer for such an expensive items?

I know some people might say to me "C'mon, you are rich so you can get an iPhone from the network provider/Apple Store". Well, say whatever you want. I know I'm not rich, I'm just lucky to have a dad that would buy an iPhone for me. I know some people have to work hard for it, that is why I rather suggest you to go to the network provider or an Apple Store to get one, so you wouldn't get con on eBay.Saving all your hard earned money from going down the drain.

If I were you, I would rather pay more, than to be con on my hard earned money.

-The End-

Wood Winked ;)

WTF FML

I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO WRITE THE WHOLE POST IN CAPS COZ I AM FREAKIN EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FINALLY GOT MY FIRST M-A-C PRODUCT!!!!

OMG! OMG!! Ok, I need to calm down wtf. I still can't believe I finally got my own M-A-C cosmetics products!!

I got myself an eyeshadow in the colour "woodwinked".

I'm IN LOVE with it!!!

Dreams do come true WTF!

I'm gonna go back to M.A.C next month and get another colour, which is "bronze". I wanted to buy them today, but sadly, I'm already broke coz its end of the month :(

Nevertheless, I'm am very happy today.

I have to get back to my revision nao :(

Thoughts #1

I really want to explore Penang one day, with B and maybe some of my friends :D

Although I'm a Penang Lang, but I rarely go all the way to the touristy spot.

If B were to come back one day, I would definitely do a "Exploring Penang" trip or something, and Imma be armed with camera to take pictures of all the beautiful places Penang has to offer XD

Me and B once did a crazy thing by driving up to Kek Lok Si to do a touristy stuff, but that's about it. This time Imma be doing a whole day trip, keke!

I haven't had time to think about it yet, coz I have exam tomorrow and this coming Thursday (27th May). fml. Wish me luck!

And my class will resume on 31st May FML MAX!

So in between 27th and 31st May, Imma go all out!! I'm going to enjoy myself and do crazy stuffsss!!!

And this time, I'm not so lucky with my new semester's timetable *sob* I have classes EVERY.SINGLE.DAY fml again

I count count d. I have to spend my Birthday in class fml.

Man, I have to stop with this fml. wtf.

Oh, I got a new blog account in Tumblr for a while now. I'm thinking whether to move or not. -.-

I'll let you guys know the link (not that anyone would care :P), after my exam ;)

Imma go back to my revision. fml. wtf.

Diary #1

I wish you could understand me.

The only person that I wish to understand me, doesn't really understand me at all.

I wish you could see that I'm not as strong as you are. You can't apply the rules you live by, to my life as well.

Being apart for so long have taken its toll on me. We're not chatting as often as we used to, and we even stopped Skype-ing all together.

I'm sure this is not a recipe for a successful long distance relationship.

Can someone tell me what to do? Coz I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

FB friends?

You guys know why, up till now, I still only have like 81 friends on my Facebook account?

The answer is simple.

I don't like random people (those that never speak to me or know me in person) knowing what I do, every single minute of the day, and the thoughts of letting them see my photos is even more scarier.

If you try to find me on Facebook account (even if you do have my e-mail address) that would be a mission impossible, I might add.

... and I'm proud to say I privatized every single shit on my Facebook :D

Strangers can't see my profile picture, and I choose who can see my photo albums, and who can't (I mean doz that are already in my "friend's list"). There are some really "lucky" people that can't even see my status updates :D

I have to admit, there are a couple of people that I never really know, but I was sent "friend request" by them ... and I "give face" coz they are B's friends XD

I mean I'm fine with it, coz they seem friendly :) I can be mean, but I'm not mean to friendly people, Haha!

But there are some people that add me coz the just randomly saw me on the sidebar of their Facebook page, and that I happen to know their friend. Which is NOT cool. Cause I don't even know you, duh!

Every couple of months, I will delete some people from my Facebook friend's list, coz I just don't know what are they there for. I'm not one of those people that like to show off that I have a few freakin' thousand friends. I'm like 'Duh! there's no way you have a few thousand "friends".'

And lemme remind you, Facebook, is not Friendster. Man, I kinda hate Friendster nao. I don't even login into my Friendster account anymore.

=.= so, yea, its just some random rants, back to studying for my exams. fml.

Shoot you!

FTP, PING, TRACERT? -.- wtf

I know at some point Imma have to deal with all these terms -__-

... can't complain, at least it's better than Economics.... the graphs scares the hell out of me!

(In which I have to thank my tutor at Curtin University, Andrew Brennan, for being a great tutor and taught me a lot about econs, coz I'm a noob in that subject)

Okay, so ...

It's kinda hard for me to understand all these dunno wot FTP (Fish the Plant?) terms when I didn't really do all these networking stuff in real life -.-

(P/S: I'm not dumb, coz I'm not blonde, I know FTP is File Transfer Protocol, duh!)

=.= Even if I memorize the whole thing, it doesn't mean anything to me.

I just wanna finish my degree stat (if anyone is wondering wot "stat" means, it means immediately), be done with it, and get a great job that I'm happy with :)

I need moneh to support my spending XD

kthxbye

Dear Steve Jobs,

Thank you for inventing the iPhone. It was the best mobile device I've ever come across. But you know what? It scares the shit out of me last night. I was on my bed, tossing and turning around and I still can't sleep (Having insomnia, 3rd night in a row. I'm sure you're not interested to know about that). I took out my iPhone and wanted to play a game or two.

Guess wot?

The apps refused to launch -____-

Imagine my frustration and heartache when I realize my iPhone could be faulty, and Imma prolly end up iPhone-less for God-know-how-long if I took it to my network provider to have it fixed.

Yes, I know I would be paralyzed, technically, not literally, without my iPhone.

My iPhone blackout a couple of days ago and now the apps wouldn't launch. :(

But thankfully, everything worked out in the end.

So Steve Jobs, please do something about the problems that iPhone have, like, the camera wouldn't launch, the apps wouldn't launch, the iPhone hangs -.- and I'm sure if you try Googling, you would find out a lot more problems that us iPhone-rs encounter.

So yea =.= Thank you for your time. I doubt you'd ever read this, but =.= oh, nevermind.

From,

An iPhone fan

..|..

"Hey, hw's your revision going?"

You know what I wanna reply you with?

Fuck You.

..|..

I mean, why the fuck you wanna know how did my revision go? You asked this question 234732498 times on MSN, THAT IS WHY I BLOCKED YOU, YOU IDIOT!

I've fucking blocked you for a month now!

And now you're texting me? Go fuck yourself, like seriously.

I can't stand people asking me questions like "What are you doing?" or "How's your revision goin". I WILL KNOW if the person is kiasu or not. Trust me.

There are some of my friends that asks me out of concern, and this bloke IS NOT one of them.

You wanna know what I replied?

I replied "Not bad"

and I thought that would end the need to have a long conversation with that dumbass.

But NO~~ That dude won't stop.

He continue with "Oh ... so good ar. How bout your database? Finish revision already"

You know what? Take the time and do your fucking revision instead of asking me if I finished mine.

Take your fugly arse out of my way before I blow up and give you a piece of my mind!

I don't need to tell you if I've done my revision or not, because, NUMBER 1: You ain't my mother. NUMBER 2: You're just a loser.

Honestly I really don't wanna be rude to you, but you're going overboard. Like seriously.

I can be a really rude b*tch if I want to, but I choose not to. Just do me a favour and mind your own business, go fuck yourself or something. Just DON'T DISTURB ME with your fugly text.

I have proceeded to DELETE the dumbass message. I don't want no rubbish on my baby iPhone.

Whispers hello I miss you, I miss you.

I'M FREAKIN' HAPPY!!!

My dad got me a new car!!!

Just for the record, I'm actually happy with the old PROTON WIRA, coz I can actually drive recklessly in that old car (don't care if I hit a coconut tree with it, or a cat scratch it, haha!). BUT my dad said that he would get a new car for me coz the old car is actually really pricey to maintain (You know la, MALAYSIA BOLEH!). He would have to change this and that.

GUESS WOT CAR I GOT??!!

I GOT A PERODUA MYVI!!!!!

I mean I personally think its a fat car, I don't even know if you can describe a car as fat, but IT IS a fat car.

But I'd rather get a MYVI rather than the lame VIVA k. I think I would look lame in a VIVA, at least I can look cool when I drive MYVI, HAHAHAH!

Well, that's not the reason I got MYVI lah, coz a VIVA cost around 40k MYR, and a MYVI cost about 46k MYR AND it's 1.3. So I mean, if you're paying an extra 6000MYR for a 1.3 car, is kinda worth it.

AND it looks cool (I got the dark grey ones *new colour*)

2 more months till I get the car :(

worth the wait I guess :D

Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year.

B loves this layout for my blog :)

I just got new heels today from Vincci, B was all blah blah blah about it, Haha! Coz B thinks that I bought heels AGAIN!

Hey, the last time I bought heels was AGES AGO!!

Newayz, B told me I can't wear heels if I'm going out with her :(

(B must be secretly jealous that I would be taller in heels)

B loves the sporty me :P

I love the tomboy-ish, sporty side of me also, where I can just put on hoodie and jeans and I'm off :)

I absolutely LURVEEEE hoodie!! I mean I'm living in this freakin' crazy hot country, but I DO LOVE HOODIES!!

I love those from Abercrombie & Fitch and also from Hollister, but sadly we can't get those in Malaysia. Well, at least not in Penang. Not to worry, I got one from Australia before I flew back!!!!!!!!! That's the only purchase that I didn't regret on making. It was like 69AUD, which is about 210MYR, but who the heck cares? It's my one and only chance of buying Abercrombie & Fitch hoodie!!!

I'm not spoilt brat or anything (just because I spent like 210MYR on a hoodie), I just feel that I needed that hoodie, and true enough, I wore it every freakin day during winter in Australia. So it's really worth it!

If you want it, here's my heart. No strings attached.

What would you do if its the end of the world at this moment?

I'm quite sure you'd do anything you like -.- prolly skydiving or swim with the shark in the sea, besides, you're dying anyways. So you got nothing to lose.

Before I went to sleep last night, this saying sprung from my mind "Live everyday like its your last" . . . . . . . . . . . . right -.-

So, live everyday like its your last?? What if today is not your last? and you did everything that you like on your list of "MUST do before die" you end up hurting everyone around you (or prolly killing/slapping/punching everyone you hate) and the world decides that it doesn't wanna end . . . . . . . . . .

so whatchuwannado you smartass that comes up with this saying =.=

end up in jail, I guess??

Well you can do whatever you want if the world is actually ending, just don't go overboard, there's karma, people!

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

Imma do a lil' random update before going to bed :)

Funny thing happen today (well, at least I think its funny, duh!)

Newayz, I was surfing the net and I was reminded of a wretch blog that me and B own, since like 2 years ago. We wrote stuff bout each other there (well I should say "I" instead of "We" coz I'm the one the did most of the writing) So yea, I wanted to log into the account, but here's the funny part.

... I don't remember the username or password for it anymore -.-

SO, being the genius me, I try and try putting on different combinations of usernames and passwords to no avail. =.=

In the end, I had to ask B when B got back from work.

... And ... B don't remember as well =.=!! So there goes ... me and my funny story. I don't know if I'll ever remember the password, but I'll try to log in again when I'm free.

As for now, I needa concentrate on my studies *Oh God! Please give me my study mood lah*

-.- I'm like studying without putting my brains on, coz I can't seem to understand what's going on in my notes. The note looks complicated although its written in English =.= damn!

and OH! I found my HP white wireless mouse *sayang* omg omg! So happy okay!! I feel like dying when I have to use wired mouse, with all the long and hanging wires -.- I just can't stand it!

That's bout it. I'll be on my bed soon!!

B, I miss you! I miss the feeling of being really close to someone I'm really comfortable with. Miss you lots!! Can you fly back naw? *sob*

Peanut Butter n Jelly

I'm sittin here with a bowl of chocolate ice-cream, while menstruating =.=

-.- didn't mean to give that detail, but it is my blog anyways.

So, I'm suppose to be studying, exam is in about 1 or 2 week's time ... but I'm still here YouTube-ing. Staring at my messy study table. And its 2.22pm now. I needa go clean up the mess on my study table and start studying, like naw!

And oh! I had a great night outing with my friends last nite :) It was a blast!

I got home at around 2.30am, and skipped my diet routine last night by having a BIG buffet dinner with them at Tao Autocity, but it was worth it :D

They are the only group of people that will laugh at my cold jokes (or laugh at me) -.- which is a good news for me (either ways), Haha!

I hope I will be happy always, and last night was the one night that I'm truly happy ;)

I regret ...

not taking more photos when I was in Australia ... I didn't mean Perth ... but in Sydney, Newcastle, Melbourne and Tasmania.

The scenery's beautiful and I feel like I did not visit a lot of place. This will be my next mission then next time I set my foot in Aussieland.

... and I hope that my mood would not be ruined by someone with a not-so-flat belly, wears polo T or T shirt all the time, has the worst temper in the world, and love watching drama series -.-

Imma be armed with camera and click here, click there, click everywhere non-stop, haha!

I love Australia's big blue sky :)

With all that said, I still don't know when, exactly, I'll get to go back to Australia, I can only hope for the best.

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There's one thing that I hate most when people chat with me on MSN.

And that is, without saying "hi, morning, afternoon, yo" or anything like that, they just ask you "what are you doing?" ... and I'd be like, who the f*ck are you? Asking me what I'm doing, you're not my mother, even my mom don't ask me this kind of question.

First off, this kind of person is kiasu or secondly they're just busybody. Believe me, I've encountered countless "friends" that's on my MSN list that did this to me. Guess what? They end up on my "blocked" list.

Asking me "what are you doing" once, is alright. You can be sure I'm irritated by this question, but I'd bear with it, coz people usually ask this kind of question once. But if you ask me EVERY F*CKING 15 to 30 min, from the moment I online, you're just asking for trouble.

Why would you wanna know what I'm doing? Do you wanna know when I change my pad when my period comes? Or do you wanna know how many times I change my bra every day? Come on, you're not my bf/gf, you're not my parents, you don't have the rights to ask me this question OK! You're invading my privacy, you dumbass!

There's this close friend of mine that have this habit of asking me what I do, EVERY SINGLE 5 min, and believe me, it got to a point where I told him off. I was like, can you please don't ask and repeat this question. And yea, he did try to stop, coz he was just asking for fun, so I wouldn't blame him for it.

But there's other people that ask this question out of kiasu-ness ok! They wanna know whether are you studying, did you finish up your project before they do. So what if I told you I was studying, like economics, chapter 3, page 330, line 12, would you run off get your econ books and go to the exact page and line to know what I was studying?

Well, if you're doing that, you're just proving to me that you're the biggest loser EVER! Like, seriously, you need to get a life.

Second off, I don't need people bragging to me that their, lil bro's, auntie's, mom's, son-in-law's, daughter, got a big bungalow and drive a BMW... so what? Do you live in that bungalow? Or are you driving that BMW? If you're not then SHUT THE HELL UP!

I don't need you repeating that for the 12894630th times.

If you wanna brag to me that you have this or that, I don't want to know, you should just shut your pot hole up alright. Get a blog to brag about it, or better still, go to YouTube, film a stupid video telling the world what expensive items your relatives have. Go tell someone who cares, coz I DON'T!

I have more to say, but I'm just gonna stop here, no point wasting my energy bloggin' bout kiasu people. I'm not particularly talking bout anyone, but if you think you fit the criteria, then congratulations!

i love ...

i love baby pink.

i love polka dots.

i love ribbons.

i love bows.

i love cupcakes.

i love fruit cake.

i love my iPhone 3Gs.

i love hoodies n jeans when I feel independent.

i love soft toy.

i love to be treated like princess.

i love it when guys are being gentleman.

i love the beach.

i love being a girl.

i love handbags.

i love make-up.

i love "backpack" as my bag, for days when I feel like being "cool" *LOL*

i love anything cute.

i love being a flat-chested girl ... at times. wtf.

i love to plan ahead of time.

i love my Aviator, never leave home without it.

i love my friggin' old oversized car.

i love being in control.

i love oversized watch, just because I can pull of that look.

i love perfume.

i love a new wallet/purse every now and then.

Note: All these picture are not mine. They're taken from weheartit.com and also deviantart.com

Everything cupcakes *grin*

So, I was google-ing for a "What's in my bag" pictures, where people post up pictures of what's in their bag ... and I came across this *clickety click* website and I saw the cutest thing alive!!!

It's a laptop sleeve with cupcakes sewn on top of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I immediately fell IN LOVE with it!!!!!

You know me, I love anything and EVERYTHING cupcakes *shy*

So yea ... I'm too 無聊 (bored?) today that I surf through the internet and YouTube -.-

And oh!! The BESTEST AWESOMEST thing happened to me today. I was chatting with buebue, and suddenly bue said that she's gonna try to accompany me out when I'm going out with my friends. I was in cloud 9 when I heard that!!

It really meant a lot to me. I wanted her to get to know my friends as well, and to know what my world is like, rather than just me knowing all her friends, and she's clueless bout my friends.

So yea!!! I'm so fookin' happy! *Jumping around in joy*

:P

Imma go back to my assignment (last one)

and I'll be back in a jiffy.

Reverse Parking "Pro"

::UPDATES::

Head to the bottom of the post for PICTURES!!!

No pictures for this post, maybe the next one.

I have no idea why I like to write a blog post when I'm super tired n' sleepy, which contributes to the picture-less blog posts *sigh*

Newayz, IT'S FRIDAY PEOPLE!!

So glad, I'm starting my one month holiday from next week onwards (well, sorta)

Actually I don't know what to write for this post =.= I just wanna type coz my hand is itchy at the moment and I need to do something with it.

Oh yea, I went to Gurney Plaza three days in a row already =.=

It's basically like my second home, I go there for every little thing (coz the college I'm studying in, is located near GP), and I'm still not bored of it ... yet...

I was doing reverse parking with my car (like I always do), at GP's carpark, and I realize there's a pole at the back of the parking space/lot. But I don't give a damn lah, coz the car I was driving is as old as me (not really la, it's *thinking* 8 years old already) So, back to my story ... I was reversing syok-ly n' was wondering why no "POM!!" sound effect eh? (as in the sound "effect" you'll get, when you accidently hit the rear of your car)

... So, I was thinking, "Aiyah! Nevermind d", push the gear to "P" and turn off the engine. Got down from my car.

I was curious so I went to the rear of my car and checked if I actually hit anything, HHAHAHAHA! I found out that the car's rear was like SO NEAR the pole behind that I would hit it if I go anymore further *phew*

So yea, being the sampat that I am, I took a picture of this little "incident" (not accident ar, I didn't hit anything) and post it up to Facebook, Hahahaha!

So that's my day :) Interesting hor?

Ok lah, will post up the picture tomorrow morning when I'm awake n' alive!!

P/S: Sorry if some sentence doesn't make sense to you, I tend to re-read my posts to make sure I didn't make any mistake, but I'm just human -.- and my Engrish is not vely goot nia

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I'm alive, awake and back here, as promised, to post up the pictures :D (so damn proud of myself that I kept my promise for the first time wtf)

*Aww~~* My beloved car and the pole (now I know why the car is so near the pole ... coz it wanz pole dancing wtf)

Artistic view of the car's derrière (if you guys don't know what "derrière" means, it means "The buttocks" according to the Dictionary.com)

Call me AWESOME! Haha! Don't worry, I'll drive safe =.= But I never promise to park safe XD

Oh man! I'm such a daredevil when I'm driving this old car wtf

Joy to the world :D

FINALLY!!! It's Wednesday!!! So fookin' happy k *Jumping around in joy*

I've hand in almost all of the assignments :D

2 more to go and I'M FREE!!

Oh man, I really wanna dye my hair :( But I don't know what color I should choose (been eye-ing on Nicole Richie's new hair colour) I think its chestnut brown with some highlights.

Newayz, this post is just some random crap, I'm actually really tired from staying up late for the past few weeks.

Breaking news!! (Prolly no one cares) But I've given up on eye shadows ¬_¬ I.JUST.CAN'T get it to look the same on both sides, it is fookin' frustratin' ya know?!

I'm just gonna stick to my mascara n' eye liner -.- praying that it will help make my eyes look bigger, like this >>>> (O_O) yep, that's how I like it :D

I would use 3 different mascara at one time to make my eye lashes look more thicker, and longer. Just a quick reminder, I am describing my EYE LASHES when I say 'thick' and 'long' =.= wtf

Boy, I hope no kid is readin' my blog, fts

So yea ¬_¬

I'm done with this post.

I gotta go to bed, like now ...

Be back soon, hopefully with more interesting post.

Random Ramblings

OMG!! I feel like I wanna dye my hair NOWW!! Damn desperate!

Medium Brown n' some highlights :D

... seems like a good idea

I'll get it done by end of this week or something *fingers crossed*

But I'm thinkin', if I have a lighter hair colour, would it not suit my new shades :(

(pics of me in my new shades)

I have no idea. I guess I just have to dye to find out XD

AND AND I've DECIDED to grow my hair longer (although I'm always tempted to cut them shorter, like shoulder length)

I'm gonna pamper myself this Thursday, as my mum have made an appointment for me, for a much needed body massage session :DDDDDD Can't wait!!!

I hope no one mess with my R&R session or they'll be dead -.-

So yea, I'm looking forward for this week to end.

I'm looking forward to my b'day, as well, which is like 3 months away XD I know it's too early to be excited about it, but at least I have a car here *HNG* Car is currently my most important possession, the reason being is that ... I could go out shopping alone to celebrate my b'day this year, HAHA! I know it sounds pathetic, but hey, nothing beats celebrating your birthday alone in a foreign country, without family n friends (n also without someone important *coughcscough* ¬_¬) but that was SO last season's story lah. No matter how I celebrate it this year, I promise myself I'm gonna be happy bout' it!!

I'm so emo recently -.- blame it on the @$$ignment/project. Boy, they're bitch n' pain in the @$$!

So, I'm done emo-ing, complaining, jumping around in joy over here. It's back to the reality, peeps!

I'll have interesting updates comin' up soon!! (might not be excited to other people, but I am excited bout' it XD) So look forward to that, alright!!

After this week, I'll have a one month break from attending classes before the final exam for this semester. I have lots of interesting stuff that I wanna write about :P

So yep, I'll be back soon guys!!

No idea

I have nothing in particular to blog about =.=

What the heck! I'll just start crapping.

Oh! I just did a test run on my new shades (as in went out driving on a sunny afternoon, wearin' my new sunglasses lah =.=)

*Jumping around in Joy!!!*

I feel so comfy in it!

Money well spent :D

Worth every penny :P

I still have assignments waiting for me, I'm suppose to write an essay about photo manipulation and how unethical it is =.= which is kinda hard, coz I have different views on it (I "manipulate" my own photos every single day)

Funny, I have nothing to write about it, when I could have easily crap and wrote a thousand words in my blog.

So yea, I've been a boring person lately, with no where to go. No one dates me :( Other than attending classes and going shopping alone or with mum. But hey, I can't complain. This is better than the life I have in Perth. At least I have a car here, "I can has everyting I wantz" *keke*

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Thinking of moving my blog over to tumblr?

*SIGH*

Tomorrow iz monday

Newayz, I'm seriously considering moving to tumblr ... but I'll think bout it .. if I ever move, you guys would be inform.

So here's to another week of torture *cheers*

=.=

kthxbai

Be back soon *gulp* I hope

Happy, Happy, Happy!!!

I'M BACK!!!

Yea, I know, I know ... I've been missing for more than a week now. Blame it on those damn assignments and projects =.= They're killing me softly, Haha!

Newayz, I'm back to post something on my blog (Yay to that)

I'm SOOOO excited today!!! I went out shopping today and I got myself some make-up stuff.

Yea, I know I'm slow in the make-up department, but you guys have to give me credit for trying (Yes I know I'm old and wrinkly already, Sheesh!) But not to worry, I still won't go out with my face covered in tons of make up. Maybe in a couple of months time, when I'm confident about my make-up skill :P

AND AND AND I got myself a dirt cheap sunglasses which I absolutely adore coz it makes me look "yeng" *Jumping around in joy*

AND AND AND, just last week, my dad got me an iPhone 3GS (T.T) *tears of joy* (Thanks Dad!)

Now my life is complete.

I'm the luckiest girl alive (T.T)

I got everything I wanted in my wishlist :DDDDD

Well, the Tiffany&Co isn't that important anymore, but I'd be happy to have one, Haha!

I'm already SO THANKFUL that I got the phone and the much needed sunglasses! I'm telling myself "NO MORE changing phones, NO MORE buying sunglasses AND NO MORE unnecessary shopping!!!!".

:DDDDDD I just can't stop smilling to myself :DDDDDDD

(^(oO)^)

Me, Again

Me.Here.Again

I think you guys must have guessed it.

I'm stressed out again even before I really did anything to my assignment.

Anyways, I took out my CANON IXUS70 to take picture of myself wearing glasses, but I just can't bare to let you guys see me in such an ugly state (Not that I'm pretty lah)

So erm, here's my artistic photos of me in my glasses wtf

Talking bout my CANON IXUS70, I feel really guilty. Cause it's been stashed up in the drawer since ages ago :(

It was replaced by a CANON Powershot, which is a better camera but doesn't necessarily light (in terms of weight) enough for me to bring around in my handbag.

So from now on, baby IXUS will follow me :)

Here is a photo of someone that owns bigger butt than mine *keke*

Get well soon, dear! I miss you so much! Please tell me you're coming back soon! It's only been one month and it feels like forever :(

Angry, I am =.=

*SIGH* Here I am ... again.

I'm suppose to be doing my assignment, but I'm not.

Assignments always give me inspirations to write blogs.

I'm just gonna sit here and talk about how angry I am, bout' everything in my life >:(

Well, I'm not exactly angry now but I've been having angry dreams recently, and I just don't know why.

Call me a bad tempered person. (I know I am)

I guess it comes from my everyday life, all those things that I felt but couldn't express it out.

I had to face some really "rubbish" people College. Which makes me wanna hit his head on the wall. At times when I'm talking to him, I'd be like imagining myself clenching my fist aiming at that dude.

That dude better leave me alone when I'm PMS-ing, or he'd be dead meat, literally.

The first rule on the "Book of Maple" is:

NEVER ask me to rush anywhere last minute, especially if its for something important! (e.g. Shopping is not important so you can ask me anytime, as long as I'm free.) Even if its something important, I won't give a damn if I'm ask to do it last minute.

I am a very angry person when provoked. I don't react at times, fearing that I would regret on what I'm about to do. But I assure you I'm already clenching my fist, ready to give someone a bull's eye.

Well, that dude don't deserve a whole post dedicated to writing bout how he's such a pathetic lil human being.

I might as well move on to another topic.

=.=

Let me tell you ... I have been sitting in front of my laptop for ages and I never seem to get off from it. I wish I could ... newayz ... gotta get back to my assignment =.= *ma ma de*

The Good and the Bad

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P/S: I just change this blog's template :) So happy! I love winter *keke* Although I'm Maple ... Leaf, HAHAHA!

And erm, I hope this is a better template for those people who use their iPhone or iPod Touch to read my blog =.= coz I find it hard to load using my iPod touch =.= damn those old 1st GEN WiFi connectivity. I WANNA GET AN IPHONE SOON ALSO! So be jealous, BE VERY JEALOUS!! Just kidding la! (I'm) Happy with any phone that can text and make calls properly (Yea right, who'd believe me? I change mobile phones faster than you can change bf/gf *Take that! playboy-ers out there!*).

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I think I just had a great day today :)

I'm not going to tell everyone what I did throughout the day lah. It's just freakin' tiring to type my day all out.

So fast forward to about 2 hours ago, I was googling Taylor Momsen (Gossip Girl) coz I just like her style so much! Minus the cigarettes and those leggings, of course. ANYWAYS, Like months ago, I was so into her that I planned to OWN her hairstyle (shoulder length and really layered), which by the way, I kinda did. Cause' I chopped off A LOT of hair after I came back from Australia.

So today, I googled her picture and I saw this racoon eye make up that I see in every picture of hers. HAHAHAHA! I think you guys must have guessed it la. I imitate the damn thing la =.= Not that I'm good with make up and stuff, but I'm happy with the results of it lo.

Sorry bout the shitty picture la. I just had to edit this and that before I put it on coz I'm damn insecure =.=

So yea, I was all obsessed bout make-up again that I remembered the 4AUD Smokey Eyes make-up pallet that I bought in Australia!! Freakin cheap k! And the pigmentation is really good!!

I know I don't walk out with make-up always. I feel more insecure when I'm with make-up, than when I go out, sans make-up, which is something I do every single day. I don't go college with heavy make up, or any make-up to begin with. I feel its too much la. Not unless I have special dates la *keke*

Anyways, I ask Bue bout which pharmacy in Aussieland that sells make-up and bue's answer is "I don't know" =.= Couldn't blame bue, she don't even use make-up enough to notice whatever make up shit that's on sale in the store.

In the end, Bue send me this link, which is SASA's online shop, and told me I could buy anything that I want there with a budget of $50 bucks that she give me.

YAY!! THANKS BUE!!

and I found THIS!!

36 COLOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS HEAVEN!!

AND the best part bout it, is its price!!! It's only 7.20USD!!! Eh people, please don't rush to that website after seeing this ar! Even if you did, don't snatch it all up!

:D

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On a perfectly unrelated note, I had the worst day yesterday!! I have this database assignment I was suppose to hand in, and I haven't got a clue how to do it. So, we all got the answer from the genius in the group, and try to modify it. But the thing is, we don't even know how to modify it, and end up changing only the variable =.= (don't bother googling variable, you'll know if you're IT students)

So yea, we went in for an oral presentation, the genius made it through with 9 marks out of 10, then the second guy in our group went in for presentation too, and made it through with 6 marks. Then when it comes to the third guy, the lecturer looked at him and said "I've seen this before" then shouted at me and say, "eh who's your friend's name ar" coz he was searching through the pile of assignment that have already been handed in. Told him the name and he told the third guy "Eh cannot, will be caught for plagiarism" go do something bout it.

Then all of us ran to the internet lab and made changes, then we go back into the class, and the third guy made the second attempt, and kena shoot la "What is this? I haven't even teach yet and you're going so advance d". The third guy was given 4 marks =.=

So, there we're lots of people went in and got shoot la. The worst was all those gfs and bfs la, to which he refers to as "husband and wife" coz they all do their assignment together-gether ma. So everything looks almost the same. Then he turns around and focus his attention to me

Lecturer: Ey Maple, your husband leh?

Me: Run home d (I'm too lazy to explain coz no matter how many times I explain he wouldn't listen that the guy WASN'T MY BF/HUSBAND as he refer)

Lecturer: Eh come here, let me see your codings.

Me: *Hands it over*

Lecturer: Eh, almost the same as your husband.

Me: (@#$%^&*) No la sir, I didn't use all those advance stuff la, look properly la.

Lecturer: Looks at the coding again *then nod his head, hands it back to me*

=.=

Anyways, my main point is, I made it through la. Just that I had to run back and forth to change the damn coding. The worst part is, I only get to go home at around 7.30pm and also I forgot to bring my mobile phone =.=

what a shitty day

Luckily it's over and I'm done with it!!

P/S: I have no idea why I use SO MUCH "lah" in my post *sigh* Sorry bout that. Too much Manglish.

Can't be bothered changing my blog template.

I tried, I fail.

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I hate white, it makes me feel so alone.

I hate black, it makes me feel so down.

Not unless the color's on iPhone.

Damn you Blogger for forcing me to write in American English! Can't I write colour or neighbour without you highlighting telling me I did a spelling mistake! I did no mistake alright! Not everything needs to follow the American standard. I love using British English alright! So just leave me alone!

Pardon me, its just a really shitty day for me.

I need to do something.

Chop off my hair? Dye it to yellow? Or probably go on a new diet?

I don't know.

I just want something to make me happy.

and no, shopping doesn't help anymore.

break

I don't think I'll have the mood to update my blog in a while.

Short, Wishlist for Year 2010

So, erm here's my WISHLIST for year 2010, Haha!

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Ok, first off, an iPhone 4GS!! (If it actually exist, but I wouldn't mind having iPhone 3GS)

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A *cooler* sunglasses, Haha! I just saw an Armani Exchange shades that I really like!!! Damn you lang zi for taking me into that expensive store!

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It's no secret that I love Tifanny&Co

I guess that's the only few items that I'm longing for, yep true its expensive ... the cheapest item on this lists would be the sunglasses, which is priced at 410MYR =.=|||

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I know I'm lacking on "ProjectBPositive", I'll get right back on it, Haha!

Well, yesterday when I went out with Lang Zi, buebue called for like 3 times during that outing. I think Bue must have been feeling really insecure, Haha! Bue have never called me so many times in one day!!

Okay, anyways what I'm trying to say is Bue's been really sweet today that she text and called me in the morning when I woke up :]

Memory Lane

PEOPLE!! LOOK!! LOOK!! ON THE LEFT HAND SIDE SIDE BARS!!! I'VE REVIVED MY PLURK WHICH IS LONG DEAD!!!! IT'S ALIVE!!!

P/S: I love Plurk more than Twitter, don't hate me, Hahaha!

Ok. Well, Buebue also revived her long dead blog =.= it's been dead for 2 years. I used to like to read Buebue's blog, way back when we are still friends. She updates her blog a lot back then, and she called herself ze "Blog Queen", Haha! Look at her blog now! Her title should be striped down!

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People change, from their looks, to their personality. It just scares me to look at old pictures of myself and my friends. We used to look very immature, we like to do fun and crazy stuffssss. Look at us now ... Old, boring, possibly love drinking (=.=)||| I still haven't reach the "love drinking" part yet.

Anyways, there are times when its worth it to walk down the memory lane. Of course to some people, it might not be easy as it might bring back those memory which have been buried deep down inside of us due to the events that happened throughout our journey to "maturity" I would say.

Honestly, I don't look at old pictures of me and Buebue, nor watch any of our videos anymore. Reason being, is that, there are times its too painful to walk down that path. I feel that its torturing to remind myself how we "used to be" and compare it to what we are now.

Of course we're still in a relationship, but I don't know if Buebue changed, or I've become more demanding. I believe its the former. I guess the best part of a relationship is when you don't exactly love that person that much YET. You don't give a damn to what that person do or don't do. They give, you receive, if they don't, then, whatever.

So yea, that's about it on my part here, I don't want to elaborate more coz I don't want to come off as "complaining" or "blaming" =.=

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So, "ProjectBPositive" day 3:

The best thing about being with Buebue, is that, Bue never lets me drive when we go out. I hate driving SO MUCH! And Bue LOVES driving, so we're a great combo, HAHAHA! I guess the reason Bue don't let me drive is because I drive like a mad woman on the road. Like seriously. Foul language would fill the air. Middle finger flying here and there, HAHAHAHA! AND Bue thinks I have a bad driving skills =.=

So that's it for the "ProjectBPositive" day 3 :]