I'm NOT happy

I'm fucking pissed off at my tutor right now!!!

I got back my assignment today through the student email. I downloaded and open up my assignment, preparing for the worst, but I didn't know I would be accused of taking something from elsewhere and paste it on my assignment. FUCK OK! Just because I'm not Australian DOES NOT mean that I'm incapable of writing a flawless paragraph in my assignment. I did a fucking great job and she decided to accuse me of getting that paragraph from elsewhere

I don't mind getting low marks if I did not do my work properly or something, but that tutor really went overboard by accusing me of something that I clearly DID NOT DO! I've learn and speak English my whole life, and I NEVER get anything lower than an "A" in my English subject. So NEVER fucking doubt my ability to write in English!

THIS is what I WROTE and its FROM ME so I DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING QUOTE ANYONE OKAY!!!

Have a look at the fucking comment at the bottom

You don't think that those paragraph are my own words?? VERY FUNNY!

Is the paragraph TOO FLAWLESS that you think I got this from elsewhere???? How come "Turn it In" DID NOT SHOW that I copy it from somewhere??? I thought that damn software is fucking powerful in detecting plagarism???

FUCK OK! It's in fucking informal tone BECAUSE 你媽媽 wrote it with her own words k! tiu lei lou mou! DON'T ACCUSE ME WITHOUT ANY PROOF!

I wrote back an e-mail and can't wait to fucking receive her reply MPK!

UPDATE:: She replied and apologize for accusing me (feel better now HAHA!)

Nice SUNNY day :)

It was such a GREAT day!!!!


P/S: I skipped my 3 hours Business Law class, but what the heck!

Anyways, I have a really good reason why I skip the class ok!

You see, B is going to be here in like 5 days, and I haven't clean up my room and the house yet (I have a freakin lazy housemate -_-).

I've been cracking my head for a few days now on what to do with all the things I need to clean/wash (coz I thought I'll be attending the 3 hours lecture today) so I was thinking ... by the time I reached home (the lecture ends at 3pm) it will be around 4pm, so I can't wash the bed sheet, pillow cases etc. coz its late in the afternoon already, and tomorrow (Saturday) I'll be out whole day, and wouldn't come back home till Sunday. I'm not sure if Sunday would be a sunny day for me to do the laundry, by Sunday, I'll only have 3 more days to clean the room/house, I don't like to do last minute work though.

SO, today, I went to my econ tutorial, as usual ... then at the end of the tutorial, my friend asks me if I'm going to the Business Law lecture, I told her "yea, I'm going" ... she said she's not going ... coz even if she goes, she can't understand a thing the lecturer say, might as well just listen to iLecture. So after that, I was like ... Cool! I think I'll skip as well (Not that I don't understand what the lecturer said, but 3 hours is just torturing ok! Nothing gets into my mind)

So anyways, I happily went straight home after that :)

Reached home at around 10.45am ... COOL! I started by tearing apart my bed Haha! I'm just kidding larh! I took out the bed sheet, pillow case, bolster case, blanket and everything and throw it into the washing machine.

While the washing machine do the washing, I had my lunch while watching tv. After that, I clean my room, vacumm the carpet in my room and around the house. By the time I finish, laundry is done, so I went outside to hang it dry.


The next thing I did was, mop the floor (more like wiping, coz I use hand, and cloth and kneel down and wipe) from the hallway to the dining area, and then the last place was the kitchen -____- I tell you, It took me so long to wipe the floor in the kitchen coz it's so damn dirty k! You can find rice, onions, and spaggetti on the floor -_- damn my housemate! If this house is not owned by B's cousin, I wouldn't even bother to clean the house if I'm living with this kind of people k!

After moping/wiping the floor, I clean the kitchen table, sink ... wipe the microwave (nope, my housemate don't bother cleaning it, he's busy dating his gf) Wipe the dining table (my housemate invite a bunch of his friends over the other day when B's cousin weren't around and the table that they use to dine, is full with curry stain that these barbarians didn't bother to clean)

I went on to clean the toilet (damn I hate to be living with guys, it's like they're blind when they went for a pee, they prefer to spray, squirt, or whatever you call that, everywhere) I continue washing the bathroom. When I'm done, I went outside to check on the bed sheet, lucky me! It's all dry ... so I collect them all, and took it back to my room and started ironing HAHAHAHAHA!

I think by the time you guys read till here, you'd think I'm some crazy people -_- I spend like half the day doing all these things. But let me tell you, I'm crazily happy doing this things lo -______-

Anyways its 6.35pm now ... I started doing all these crazy work at around 11am


It's a really nice sunny day though :) If not I don't think all my stuff would dry off easily.

Sunny day makes me really happy (not in Malaysia though) coz its cold over here, but when you have sun shining on you, you'll feel warm ;)

So happy that everything is clean now :D Can't wait for B to arrive :))))))

Interesting day -_-

Today was a pretty nice day :)

Haha! Something funny happened ... It was after the tutorial session ... I wanted to go buy lunch ... SO on the way there ... I walk pass so many booths (I have no idea what its about) coz all I think about is LUNCH!! FOOD!!! THEN there's this girl was like "here, have this" SO I took it without paying much attention to it UNTIL like a few seconds later, I realize it was this .....

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Still don't know what is that thing??

Let me give you another picture and some clue

It's a condom -_-

Like I need one -_-

Oh well, thanks! ... just in case right? -_-

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What you guys think I should do with it??

I think I'd open it up, and dissect the condom *Haha*

Anyways, I reckon I'd do that when I'm free, Haha! Not now :P

LDR

I've been filled with jealously recently.

To a point where I can't bare to even look at the news feed in my Facebook. I'd see lovey dovey pictures of my friends with their girlfriend or boyfriend, and think to myself, how I wish I was them.

I was wrong, I can't compare myself to them, I'm in an LDR, and they practically see each other 24/7.

What could I do? Ask everyone to stop PDA (Public Display of Affection) in front of me?? And the thing is, I've already been through the lovey-dovey phase. What more can I ask for?

I've even avoid looking at the things, presents, and stuff, I've been given ... coz I'm afraid it might affect my mood, but for some reason, I had to dig deep into all these stuff today. I read through all those hand-made cards, hand-made photo album, written letters, and postcards.

I realize that back then, I took the role of the person who receive rather than giving because I'm not ... how do I put it nicely? Let's just say I'm not so in love at that moment in time and I'm not so needy compared to the person I am today.

I don't know if LDR will make us grow apart or not. Only time can answer this question. I know you still love me, but maybe the way you love me have changed over time. I don't know if I changed, or maybe I've been standing on the same spot the whole time, holding on to it, and hoping that nothing will change.

It's silly.

Imagine yourself, sitting on a spot, and stop whatever you're doing, and just be still (its my silly attempt to stop the things and people around me from changing). You think the people, things, or place around you wouldn't change? No .. they'd continue to evolve and move along with their life.

B, its not your fault alright, I know you still love me ^@^

I guess I'm just like a kid that wish I wouldn't grow up, and stay a child forever.

P/S: I've practically stick every picture I can find of us on the board ^@^ I need to put you back into my life :) I love you!

<3

Does anyone remember how it feels like to have a massive crush on someone?

I did.

It was the worse feeling in the world, coz you know that (for some reason) that person don't feel the same way as you do and you'll never be together with him/her.

You'll be tortured everyday, coz all you can think of is him/her. You'll want to call him/her every chance you get, and you tell yourself, if you EVER get to be with him (let me just go with him, coz its too much work to type him/her) you're going to make him the happiest man on the face of earth.

Even if you can't be with him, you'd probably wish that you can go on a one-on-one date with him, and wishing/hoping/dreaming that he would hold your hands ... just once, if it did happen, it'll send you up to cloud 9, Haha! Yep, I know its crazy ... but don't tell me you never thought of that (well, maybe I'm the only one that think of that, coz I went to the level of obsessed already, Haha!)

I know, it's a really torturing to love someone and not being able to be with that person, but now I realize its really *sort of* I'm not saying its true la, but its "sort of" a good thing to love someone from afar, coz that is when you'll only see the good side of the person, Haha! which in my opinion, is a good thing.

Having a crush on someone is like, being in love, but the difference is, you'll get to pass all the arguing, chair-throwing, books-flying-in-the-air kind of fight, and of couse, no kissing, holding hands, and hugs =.= which is not too bad, if you're not the kissy, holding hands and huggy type of person.

Just in case you guys are wondering ... No! I do not have crush on anyone at the moment ... I'm just speaking from experience ... it was a really random topic :)

Hope everyone's in a good mood today ... I'll be back when I feel better :)

I'm not going to blame anyone for the arguments that happened today.

It's just that we're two very different people.

Love will go away when there's no tolerance between two people.

I know you did your very best and you're worn out.

I'm just feeling very tired at the moment, and are worn out emotionally.

Sorry, I ruin everything.

I'm hoping that this is all a bad dream, and it'll all be over when I wake up from my sleep.

I'm somewhat glad that went into National Service (NS) in the first place ...

... I mean that's what brought me here today .. indirectly.

because of NS (I was so in a hurry to get out of it) that I applied for INTI College ... my initial plan was to go to Disted Stamford .. but I guess the fun of living in this world is, things happen when you least expect it, and that'll send your initial plans down the drain, Haha! ;)

Although I feel like IT field is not for me ... but I've gone this far down the road ... so I might as well get the blardy degree ... and go into the workforce earn some dough haha!

*Okay, I think I went out of topic*

as I was saying, I feel lucky that I went to NS, you know why? Coz I ended up in INTI College ... and I meet a bunch of friends, and I mean really good friends that is always there for me ... I thought I'd never find any good friends after college ... but they prove me wrong ... they are the most craziest people you'll ever met

and I miss them and those moments that we share together ...

I miss the old INTI college's library .. where we spend most of our time goofing around. That was like the BEST library EVER!!

Being in INTI college and meeting each and every one of my friends and lecturer have been wonderful roller coaster ride (although I'm afraid of riding a rollercoaster)

Mr. Justin Lee was one of the lecturer, or should I say Head of School, that I respect the most ... He's always been patient ... always motivating each and everyone of us, doesn't matter if other lecturer thinks we're a bunch of lazy brat, haha!

I still remember when I got an "F" in one of the subjects I'm taking ... I went to him and he did not scold me or anything ... he just give me a smile, and let me know that its alright, its not the end of the world, "F" just means "Fabulous" or "Fantastic" I get another chance to try again and do better this time around! Thank you sir! Wherever you are, all the best, miss you sir!!!!! :P

I don't know about the INTI College now, as it has changed a lot over the years ... it's been taken over by Laurette *I think that's the name of the company* and everything is just not the same anymore ...

... and in INTI I've met someone who's an important person in my life right now :P




there's so much more that I miss but no matter how much I talk bout it, I can't turn back the time ... I can only look forward to the future ...

To those that I've met and know at some point in my life ... I hope that we can cross each other's path again in the future :)

DIVA-esque

I'm beginning to think that the header on top doesn't suit this blog anymore :(

... but I don't wanna waste time in creating another header ... I'll do that some other time ... maybe like next week, when I'm on my one week break :)

I have group meetings tomorrow >=( Hate it! I really hate presentation ... and THAT comes after the one week break

I just can't wait to be back in Penang ... like seriously ... this "peacefulness" over here have gone overboard! I need my "noisy" Penang back :'( I want my pasar pagi, pasar malam, nasi kandar shop, and shopping malls that have their store open till 10pm!!! I miss roti canai :P

I miss laksa, I miss muar chee, I miss nasi lemak, I miss economy rice wtf, haha! Did you guys know that I ate economy rice almost half my life ... I used to eat it like, after school, then after I gone through my high school stage, I still continue eating economy rice during my college days ... I mean I do get tired of it sometimes ... but it gives me more energy than instant noodles can provide.

I miss having a car ... I miss driving a manual car ... sadly my dad sold my Kelisa already :'(

Anyways ... I think I need to iron my clothes now -.- and TRY to study a lil (ya right!)

Okay la ... I'll be back with more updates in a bit ... in the mean time, look out for my twitter updates :)

P/S: Can't wait for holidays and also Carina's wedding ;)

Updates people!!

UPDATES: As you guys can see, my blog is in PINK!!! I've added my "sort of" picture, haha! And the best thing that mankind invented TWITTER!! So I'll be updating when I'm on-the-go or something ... provided my SAMSUNG F480 works la =.= damn that phone :P

P/S: Happy 20092009!!

I'm a DIVA! =P

Haha! The title pretty much says it all


#1 I *heart* Chocolate


#2 Ain't he adorable?



#3 First ever bear from bie :)


#4 Tiny fella


#5 Souvenir from New Zealand :)

Artistic side of me :P

FINALLY my assignments are all doneeee ... well, not exactly "all" ... there are still 2 assignments left, but the due date is like end of october ... so I still have time ...

As for now ... I just wanna relax~~

I just finished cooking spaghetti =.= I think I might hate spaghetti soon ...

I just eat to live, but I wonder why I gained weight, or is the thinggy that measure my weight is spoilt already, haha! I have no idea ... should be I walk too much and gain a few KGs of muscles wtf

Anywaysssss, it's SPRING and flowers are blooming everywhere ... I just LOOVEEE taking pictures of nice and colourful looking flowers, so I'm gonna post up some pictures today :)))










Artistic or not?? Haha wtf

Well it looks damn professional here coz I use PICASA3 to edit those picturesssss :))))))) I alsolutely can't live without PICASA3!!!

I'm looking forward to see bie bie again ... Not sure what's gonna happen this time around, but I'll hope for the best :) Our 2nd Anniversary is in 16 days time ... It's been a long winding road ... Feels like I'm climbing a mountain ... every steps gets harder ... but I know the view from the top of the mountain will be breath taking ...

Bie already bought us our anniversary pressie :) and its a camera, to be exact, its Canon PowerShot SX200 IS ... a semi-pro camera (we have no money for DSLR) The reason she bought it as our anniversary present is cause I love taking pictures so much (not of myself, but the things around me)

P/S: It's the second camera from bie :)



.... it was really sweet of bie to do that ... thanks bie :)

I miss Malaysia, I miss Penang ... I miss those festive seasons, Hari Raya, Deepavalli ... Chinese New Year ... you can feel the festive mood just by walking into a shopping mall ... I just loooooove that feeling ... but its so sad that I can't feel anything here :(

But I'll be back soon ... this coming January :) Looking forward to see everyone

我想念以前的我們 。。。

我那時候應該好好的珍惜的 。。。

Randomly random

I'm still sick :(

went to the doctor this morning after class ... and the doctor say that he's happy with my progress and according to him, my worsening cough and flu hor is because of what he called as "post viral infection" -.-

What he meant is, I'm recovering lorh -.- why need to put it like I'm in a deep trouble and going to the hospital soon wor =.=

Anyways ... I sleep at around 11.30pm last night, synchronizing songs into my iPod and I came across this song "謝謝” by 潘偉伯 (don't know if I got his name correct) but but this song reminds me of Ching Ching *shy* Hahaha! I MISHHHH YOUUUU!!!!






I was having this massive headache so I took out my BEST medicine available in my closet =.= vitamin C, hehe! Everytime I see this tube of vitamin C it reminds me of cs and the time we went to KL for vacation ... its a short 3 days vacation but that was like the happiest time ... I was having a headache (going to get sick soon) so we went down to MidValley (we stay in the Cititel MidValley only larh) and she bought me this Vit C from the pharmacy ... then we're bored, so went go to this Puzzle World (I think that's the name of the shop larh) and bought ourselves this Mickey Mouse puzzle :) which we took like 1 or 2 hours to put together, hehe! It is like the my official favourite moment in this 2 years ... well of course there are a few unforgetable moments for the past 2 years but ... let's not talk about that ... coz that time cs was trying to get my attention, so whatever she did doesn't count :P


I have econ assignment due this friday *sigh* help me ... I hate econ ... now I know why I'm not in the arts stream back when I was in high school -.- why no one reminded me before I choose BUSINESS information system =.=

I've been completely random hor =.=

Okay la, I need to go do my stuff now ... be back when I'm back (I know it doesn't make sense) ciao!

Sick, Assignments and everything between

I just did the header coz I'm bored with white space on top with my name on it =.=

Anyways, I'm down with fever, sore throat and cough ... I'll be staying at home till I recover

I need to run off to finish off my assignment :)

I'll be back soon hopefully with more interesting stuff to talk about

I'm not friend-less after all :) Just realized that yesterday

Thanks everyone

Most emo post of all =.=

Honestly, I've been very emo lately. I don't know its because I'm PMS-ing or I'm suffering from depression of some sort.

2 months here, and I'm still practically alone, maybe I'm just hopeless when it comes to making friends, but wait ... if I'm hopeless in making friends, where'd all my primary school, secondary school, National Service, Work Place and even College friends comes from?? Did they just fall from the sky just for me? Well ... maybe

Uni life is so different, everybody either have their own group of friends, OR they're busy with their own life (e.g.: love being alone) =.= I have no idea. I'm not as lucky as some of you that comes to Australia with a bunch of friends and *might not* know how it feels like to be alone and not talking to anyone ONE WHOLE DAY!

Or or, if I'm talking right, I'd be talking to my mum through Skype (the MOST talking I've done whole day), or on the phone with cs, or saying "Hi! Bye! See Ya'" to my landlord and housemate.

Today was lucky, I talked to my mum and my best friend through Skype as well. So today was an average *not bad* day, coz at least I talked and laugh and enjoy what a NORMAL HUMAN BEING usually does on a DAILY BASIS.

I get grumpy and moody when I'm all alone. I realize the more I feel alone, the more clinggy I am towards cs, which is something that she doesn't like at all. This has taken toll on our relationship, but there's practically nothing I can do about this shit-uation I'm in.

I cry often nowadays, but I can't help it. It's not like crying can solve problem, but imagine you not being able to express yourself on a daily basis, and had to keep everything to yourself. So the only thing I can do is to cry to release my stress/emo-ness/whatever the heck I'm keeping to myself.

I know blogging is one of the way to express myself, but I don't like to make my blog become all emo *sigh*

Anyways ... when I'm friggin free hor, I'm going to blog bout cs's cousin's hens' night! I went to karaoke with a bunch of her friends and also relatives, all girls, but I didn't really know most of them, but nevertheless, they're really friendly, I had a good time singing ... was forced to drink, haha! But not to worry, I'm officially 21 :) I just drink one glass of vodka mix with sprite, but I end up feeling sleepy instead of drunk =.= I feel hot, dizzy, and sleepy =.= not bad ey

more on that on the next post ... I hope

I'll try to pick myself up again ... don't know if I'll succeed but I'll give my best effort :)

live,life,lame =.=

I'm back again ... I'm doing fine :) Although this not the future that I expected and like ... I'll learn live with it... and if one day I decided to not put up with this bullshit, then its Hasta La Vista, baby!

Ok, enough of crap ... it's SPRING!!!!! AND it's still freaking cold ... well, because it's really windy here *SIGH*

Let me list out 10 CONS of living in Perth =.=

1. It gets crazy cold in the winter (only applies to Malaysian coz we're from a tropical weather country so most probably can't stand the coldness here ... hmm ... or maybe it only applies to me??)

2. They sell ugly bagsssssssssssssssssss!!!!!

3. Their Nestle' MILO taste weird (but I got used to it)

4. The weather is a b*tch (well not to be rude, I was literally soak in water a few weeks back coz it suddenly rained heavy when I was waiting for the bus)

5. No car for me :(

6. No Gurney Plaza (Now I know Gurney is HEAVEN!!)

7. No Queensbay Mall

8. BORING!! (everything that people told you guys about PERTH its EXTREMELY true!! It's boring and can be compared to Old Folks' Home)

9. I can't find a normal looking sausage/hotdogs like those you buy in Malaysia ... the hotdog here looks too disgusting to be consume =.= I mean those you see in supermarket la, if its from fast food restaurant, it's cook d marh, so nothing to see also =.=

10. Did I tell you they sell ugly clothes =.= I know I did, but I'm going to say it again coz ITS TRUE!!! I wonder why they wanna make fashion looks so complicated ... simple is the BEST!

11. I know I only said 10, but I can't help it but to add one more here ... the paper quality here sucks! coz they're environmental friendly =.=

12. If you wanna study here and decides to buy stationary here. Let me give you a piece of advise. DON'T do that! Get everything you want in Malaysia ... coz we have the BEST files and folder for everything!!! There are only a few types of file/folder available here, and it doesn't help me much with organizing my stacks of paper.

Now there's PROs as well ...

1. You don't sweat a lot here, its cool, so you don't lose your temper that much (well, at least I didn't lose my temper so much since I'm here)

2. The always have reduced price items or items on sale or 2 for the price of one when you go shop for groceries.

3. THEY HAVE Nestle' MILO YOGURT HERE!!! I know it sounds disgusting, but it taste SO GOOD!!!!!

4. Their telco company is the best coz they'd give you FREE mobile phone when you apply for post-paid plans ... but depends on which phone you're getting though, don't go and get the high-end phone and start cursing me coz I said the mobile phone should be FREE, if you want a phone like the iPhone or Nokia N series, you have to pay around 10 to 20 bucks extra, on top of the amount you pay every month.

5. They have very good public transportation.



Well I can only think of 5 PROs ...

I need to go back to Penang ... I NEED to shop at Gurney!!! I'll definitely bring an empty luggage home *MUAHAHAHA!*

Us humans are never satisfied with what we have ... look at me ... About 2 months ago, I was hoping/wishing/desperate to come over to Perth ... and now I'm hoping/wishing/desperate to go back to Penang =.=

Well, Perth is not for me ... I think Melbourne would be my kind of city haha! I'll be going to Melbourne and Sydney end of this year ^^ can't wait!! and then I can go back to PENANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOooOOOhOOOOOOO!!!!!!

I've already hand in my marketing assignment .... I'm done with my economics test .... I think I'm doomed

anyways ... now I have Business Law test to concentrate on, and the damn tutorial for Communication in Business ... I don't understand why this damn course is being taught?? Maybe they're just trying to con my money la =.=

2 more assignments, 3 more weeks and I'll have another one week holiday ...

I'm going to sign off now ... just ... too ... tired.... to ... go ... on .....

tata everyone!