Stressed out

I wish there is a way for me to release this stress that I'm having at the moment ... It makes me all depressed ... I have 5 more weeks till my deadline ... but it really feels like I only have 5 weeks to live =.=

So many of my friends who's doing this project seemed so relax, some are working full time =.= ... and they can even change the project title, 5 weeks before the submission date and the presentation of the final system ... Think of all the work that have to be done ... those documentations have to be re-do ...

I don't wanna stay in INTI anymore ... I don't wanna go through another semester here ... it's torturing and I wish I could just continue my studies in Australia right away ....

I'm hoping that I can get through this semester, alive ... please hope and pray for me *sob*

Do you wanna play with me?

Yes people, it's the fifth day of the month again ...
this is the time of the month where it can make me, or break me ...
Let's just say, I'm a tad bit broken ...

I feel exactly like this eyesore =.=

Don't you realize I have more time to blog recently?

Well, I better get back to the Chapter 4 of my documentation

By the way, Happy 1.5 (One year and five months) Anniversary ...

Disaster Header

OMG! I've whip up another header ... I don't know why I have this love-hate relationship with pink =.=

Anyways ... Just bare with this header till I whip up a new one ... Hopefully better ones *sob*

Lipstick Jungle Mania!

I am so freakin stressed out right now, due to the stupid final project! The system I was about to do, I just did the log in page ONLY! GOD! HELP ME! I wish I could pay some professional to help me with this freakin Online System =.=

On a lighter note ... I'm so in love with Lipstick Jungle, in which I forgot to bring back the DVDs from bie bie's house =.=

Oh! How I wish I'm Nico Reilly... rich, beautiful, powerful and in charge

I just can't get enough of Lipstick Jungle!!!

Anyways ... I should go back to my depressed self and work on the stupid documentation ... while I'm left alone by my bie bie ... coz she's trying to clean up her room and unpack her things ... Being alone, depress, emo, stressed out ... seems like a good time for shopping! Throw me some cash and I'll shop till I drop!

P/S: I'm going to run off to the nearest bookstore soon and grab a copy of Lipstick Jungle, it was originally a book before it was made into a tv series! Can't wait to get my hands on the book! >.<

Have you notice?

I've got so bored of my previous header that I decided to use Photoshop to come up with something different ... but I guess I failed ... coz I came up with this weird header that you see on top =.=

Anyways, The first picture from the left of the header is the pendant with my name on it ... the second pic is a bear, which bie bie named it "Chocolate" (I love this name) The third picture is one of my favourite, coz I use some software to edit it and it looks fabulous! To me at least, haha!

I've some great news! My bie now have internet connection!! WoOHoO! So I gotta run

Bie

For You

Bie ... this little blog post is dedicated to you ...

I have so much to say ... and yet, I preferred to have it written out, because I express myself better in written words, than in speech ...

Bie ... thanks for the wonderful 3 months ... I enjoy every single moment that I get to spend with you ... Thank you for coming back when you could have earn some serious cash by working your arse off somewhere in Australia ... instead, you chose to fly back and spend your 3 months break with me ... You did not just sacrifice on that part, but you sacrifice financially as well ... You came back and shower me with gifts ... some so expensive that I can't express the shock that I experience when I receive it ...

Just when I thought you're out of things to surprise me with, you came up with something that flabbergast me ...

For the past 3 months I've done things that I thought I would never get to do or experience in my life (this line is overly exaggerated, but it kinda explain how I feel)


I went to this crazy trip with bie bie to KL ... it was a last minute thinggy, but no doubt, it was a blast! I enjoy every minute of it!


I dance for the first time with bie bie, on Valentine's Day, although we didn't went to a romantic nor expensive restaurant, but bie bie had everything well planned :)


I swim for the first time since I-don't-know-when, and I actually wore a swimming suit!!!! I haven't had swimming suit on me since like 10 years ago!!!


I remember about few weeks back, I was reading my friend's blog and I came across a pendant that I love so so so much! I compliment it, but bie was critisizing it *sob*

Guess what?!

Bie had that pendant custom made, just for me :) She surprised me with it! I love it so so so so so much!

and oh!

Bie got one for herself as well :)

Not that I wanna get all mushy and stuff ... but I wanna thank bie bie for every little thing that you've done for me ... You hated shopping, but you went shopping with me ... You hated Black Forest Mocha, but you drink it cause of me *sob* now only you tell me

I'm going to miss staying up late with bie bie ... sleeping on bie bie's bed ... wearing bie bie's clothes ... steal bie bie's panties :X hahaha! My breakfast, lunch and dinner is ALWAYS taken care of whenever bie bie is around ... I'm practically never hungry!

Bie, thanks for the NDS Lite that you bought for me as Valentine's Day pressie, Camera as my birthday present, Chocolate (just because you wanna present me something), and the pendant with my name on it ... Everything is expensive, but the most expensive thing that you ever gave me, is your love ... coz it's priceless ...

Thank you bie bie ... You're my everything! I'll see you again in July ... This holiday maybe ending ... but my love for my, cute-adorable-pretty-stubborn-small.eyes-naughty-bie will never end ... till then, keep all your hugs and kisses for me ... I love you!