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I'm still sick :(

went to the doctor this morning after class ... and the doctor say that he's happy with my progress and according to him, my worsening cough and flu hor is because of what he called as "post viral infection" -.-

What he meant is, I'm recovering lorh -.- why need to put it like I'm in a deep trouble and going to the hospital soon wor =.=

Anyways ... I sleep at around 11.30pm last night, synchronizing songs into my iPod and I came across this song "謝謝” by 潘偉伯 (don't know if I got his name correct) but but this song reminds me of Ching Ching *shy* Hahaha! I MISHHHH YOUUUU!!!!






I was having this massive headache so I took out my BEST medicine available in my closet =.= vitamin C, hehe! Everytime I see this tube of vitamin C it reminds me of cs and the time we went to KL for vacation ... its a short 3 days vacation but that was like the happiest time ... I was having a headache (going to get sick soon) so we went down to MidValley (we stay in the Cititel MidValley only larh) and she bought me this Vit C from the pharmacy ... then we're bored, so went go to this Puzzle World (I think that's the name of the shop larh) and bought ourselves this Mickey Mouse puzzle :) which we took like 1 or 2 hours to put together, hehe! It is like the my official favourite moment in this 2 years ... well of course there are a few unforgetable moments for the past 2 years but ... let's not talk about that ... coz that time cs was trying to get my attention, so whatever she did doesn't count :P


I have econ assignment due this friday *sigh* help me ... I hate econ ... now I know why I'm not in the arts stream back when I was in high school -.- why no one reminded me before I choose BUSINESS information system =.=

I've been completely random hor =.=

Okay la, I need to go do my stuff now ... be back when I'm back (I know it doesn't make sense) ciao!

Sick, Assignments and everything between

I just did the header coz I'm bored with white space on top with my name on it =.=

Anyways, I'm down with fever, sore throat and cough ... I'll be staying at home till I recover

I need to run off to finish off my assignment :)

I'll be back soon hopefully with more interesting stuff to talk about

I'm not friend-less after all :) Just realized that yesterday

Thanks everyone

Most emo post of all =.=

Honestly, I've been very emo lately. I don't know its because I'm PMS-ing or I'm suffering from depression of some sort.

2 months here, and I'm still practically alone, maybe I'm just hopeless when it comes to making friends, but wait ... if I'm hopeless in making friends, where'd all my primary school, secondary school, National Service, Work Place and even College friends comes from?? Did they just fall from the sky just for me? Well ... maybe

Uni life is so different, everybody either have their own group of friends, OR they're busy with their own life (e.g.: love being alone) =.= I have no idea. I'm not as lucky as some of you that comes to Australia with a bunch of friends and *might not* know how it feels like to be alone and not talking to anyone ONE WHOLE DAY!

Or or, if I'm talking right, I'd be talking to my mum through Skype (the MOST talking I've done whole day), or on the phone with cs, or saying "Hi! Bye! See Ya'" to my landlord and housemate.

Today was lucky, I talked to my mum and my best friend through Skype as well. So today was an average *not bad* day, coz at least I talked and laugh and enjoy what a NORMAL HUMAN BEING usually does on a DAILY BASIS.

I get grumpy and moody when I'm all alone. I realize the more I feel alone, the more clinggy I am towards cs, which is something that she doesn't like at all. This has taken toll on our relationship, but there's practically nothing I can do about this shit-uation I'm in.

I cry often nowadays, but I can't help it. It's not like crying can solve problem, but imagine you not being able to express yourself on a daily basis, and had to keep everything to yourself. So the only thing I can do is to cry to release my stress/emo-ness/whatever the heck I'm keeping to myself.

I know blogging is one of the way to express myself, but I don't like to make my blog become all emo *sigh*

Anyways ... when I'm friggin free hor, I'm going to blog bout cs's cousin's hens' night! I went to karaoke with a bunch of her friends and also relatives, all girls, but I didn't really know most of them, but nevertheless, they're really friendly, I had a good time singing ... was forced to drink, haha! But not to worry, I'm officially 21 :) I just drink one glass of vodka mix with sprite, but I end up feeling sleepy instead of drunk =.= I feel hot, dizzy, and sleepy =.= not bad ey

more on that on the next post ... I hope

I'll try to pick myself up again ... don't know if I'll succeed but I'll give my best effort :)

live,life,lame =.=

I'm back again ... I'm doing fine :) Although this not the future that I expected and like ... I'll learn live with it... and if one day I decided to not put up with this bullshit, then its Hasta La Vista, baby!

Ok, enough of crap ... it's SPRING!!!!! AND it's still freaking cold ... well, because it's really windy here *SIGH*

Let me list out 10 CONS of living in Perth =.=

1. It gets crazy cold in the winter (only applies to Malaysian coz we're from a tropical weather country so most probably can't stand the coldness here ... hmm ... or maybe it only applies to me??)

2. They sell ugly bagsssssssssssssssssss!!!!!

3. Their Nestle' MILO taste weird (but I got used to it)

4. The weather is a b*tch (well not to be rude, I was literally soak in water a few weeks back coz it suddenly rained heavy when I was waiting for the bus)

5. No car for me :(

6. No Gurney Plaza (Now I know Gurney is HEAVEN!!)

7. No Queensbay Mall

8. BORING!! (everything that people told you guys about PERTH its EXTREMELY true!! It's boring and can be compared to Old Folks' Home)

9. I can't find a normal looking sausage/hotdogs like those you buy in Malaysia ... the hotdog here looks too disgusting to be consume =.= I mean those you see in supermarket la, if its from fast food restaurant, it's cook d marh, so nothing to see also =.=

10. Did I tell you they sell ugly clothes =.= I know I did, but I'm going to say it again coz ITS TRUE!!! I wonder why they wanna make fashion looks so complicated ... simple is the BEST!

11. I know I only said 10, but I can't help it but to add one more here ... the paper quality here sucks! coz they're environmental friendly =.=

12. If you wanna study here and decides to buy stationary here. Let me give you a piece of advise. DON'T do that! Get everything you want in Malaysia ... coz we have the BEST files and folder for everything!!! There are only a few types of file/folder available here, and it doesn't help me much with organizing my stacks of paper.

Now there's PROs as well ...

1. You don't sweat a lot here, its cool, so you don't lose your temper that much (well, at least I didn't lose my temper so much since I'm here)

2. The always have reduced price items or items on sale or 2 for the price of one when you go shop for groceries.

3. THEY HAVE Nestle' MILO YOGURT HERE!!! I know it sounds disgusting, but it taste SO GOOD!!!!!

4. Their telco company is the best coz they'd give you FREE mobile phone when you apply for post-paid plans ... but depends on which phone you're getting though, don't go and get the high-end phone and start cursing me coz I said the mobile phone should be FREE, if you want a phone like the iPhone or Nokia N series, you have to pay around 10 to 20 bucks extra, on top of the amount you pay every month.

5. They have very good public transportation.



Well I can only think of 5 PROs ...

I need to go back to Penang ... I NEED to shop at Gurney!!! I'll definitely bring an empty luggage home *MUAHAHAHA!*

Us humans are never satisfied with what we have ... look at me ... About 2 months ago, I was hoping/wishing/desperate to come over to Perth ... and now I'm hoping/wishing/desperate to go back to Penang =.=

Well, Perth is not for me ... I think Melbourne would be my kind of city haha! I'll be going to Melbourne and Sydney end of this year ^^ can't wait!! and then I can go back to PENANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOooOOOhOOOOOOO!!!!!!

I've already hand in my marketing assignment .... I'm done with my economics test .... I think I'm doomed

anyways ... now I have Business Law test to concentrate on, and the damn tutorial for Communication in Business ... I don't understand why this damn course is being taught?? Maybe they're just trying to con my money la =.=

2 more assignments, 3 more weeks and I'll have another one week holiday ...

I'm going to sign off now ... just ... too ... tired.... to ... go ... on .....

tata everyone!

你什麼都沒說 只是牽著我的手
那一秒鐘 遠勝過一句愛我
你手中的溫柔 還在我心裡逗留
愛情卻已變成停格的鏡頭 感覺少了些什麼 - 張惠妹 （你好不好）


愛情已經過了甜蜜期 多說也是無益
愛不愛我已經沒關係 一點小傷而已 - 張惠妹 （我恨我愛你）

我多想說沒有關係 我還愛你 卻擠不出一絲力氣
是我錯過什麼記憶 才從幸福跳到這裡

最怕自己從今以後 什麼都不相信
當初多勇敢愛了你 多勇敢才能原諒你 - 張惠妹 （我爲什麽那麽愛你）

感覺不到從前溫柔的雙眼

感覺的到你已不再眷戀

無奈的笑試圖讓我知道

得了失憶可能對你我都好 ...

我們可不可以不勇敢 當傷太重心太酸無力承擔

就算現在女人很流行釋然 好像什麼困境都知道該怎麼辦

我們可不可以不勇敢 當愛太累夢太亂沒有答案

難道不能坦白的放聲哭喊

要從心底拿走一個人很痛

我不勇敢 ...