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I hate white, it makes me feel so alone.

I hate black, it makes me feel so down.

Not unless the color's on iPhone.

Damn you Blogger for forcing me to write in American English! Can't I write colour or neighbour without you highlighting telling me I did a spelling mistake! I did no mistake alright! Not everything needs to follow the American standard. I love using British English alright! So just leave me alone!

Pardon me, its just a really shitty day for me.

I need to do something.

Chop off my hair? Dye it to yellow? Or probably go on a new diet?

I don't know.

I just want something to make me happy.

and no, shopping doesn't help anymore.

break

I don't think I'll have the mood to update my blog in a while.

Short, Wishlist for Year 2010

So, erm here's my WISHLIST for year 2010, Haha!

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Ok, first off, an iPhone 4GS!! (If it actually exist, but I wouldn't mind having iPhone 3GS)

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A *cooler* sunglasses, Haha! I just saw an Armani Exchange shades that I really like!!! Damn you lang zi for taking me into that expensive store!

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It's no secret that I love Tifanny&Co

I guess that's the only few items that I'm longing for, yep true its expensive ... the cheapest item on this lists would be the sunglasses, which is priced at 410MYR =.=|||

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I know I'm lacking on "ProjectBPositive", I'll get right back on it, Haha!

Well, yesterday when I went out with Lang Zi, buebue called for like 3 times during that outing. I think Bue must have been feeling really insecure, Haha! Bue have never called me so many times in one day!!

Okay, anyways what I'm trying to say is Bue's been really sweet today that she text and called me in the morning when I woke up :]

Memory Lane

PEOPLE!! LOOK!! LOOK!! ON THE LEFT HAND SIDE SIDE BARS!!! I'VE REVIVED MY PLURK WHICH IS LONG DEAD!!!! IT'S ALIVE!!!

P/S: I love Plurk more than Twitter, don't hate me, Hahaha!

Ok. Well, Buebue also revived her long dead blog =.= it's been dead for 2 years. I used to like to read Buebue's blog, way back when we are still friends. She updates her blog a lot back then, and she called herself ze "Blog Queen", Haha! Look at her blog now! Her title should be striped down!

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People change, from their looks, to their personality. It just scares me to look at old pictures of myself and my friends. We used to look very immature, we like to do fun and crazy stuffssss. Look at us now ... Old, boring, possibly love drinking (=.=)||| I still haven't reach the "love drinking" part yet.

Anyways, there are times when its worth it to walk down the memory lane. Of course to some people, it might not be easy as it might bring back those memory which have been buried deep down inside of us due to the events that happened throughout our journey to "maturity" I would say.

Honestly, I don't look at old pictures of me and Buebue, nor watch any of our videos anymore. Reason being, is that, there are times its too painful to walk down that path. I feel that its torturing to remind myself how we "used to be" and compare it to what we are now.

Of course we're still in a relationship, but I don't know if Buebue changed, or I've become more demanding. I believe its the former. I guess the best part of a relationship is when you don't exactly love that person that much YET. You don't give a damn to what that person do or don't do. They give, you receive, if they don't, then, whatever.

So yea, that's about it on my part here, I don't want to elaborate more coz I don't want to come off as "complaining" or "blaming" =.=

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So, "ProjectBPositive" day 3:

The best thing about being with Buebue, is that, Bue never lets me drive when we go out. I hate driving SO MUCH! And Bue LOVES driving, so we're a great combo, HAHAHA! I guess the reason Bue don't let me drive is because I drive like a mad woman on the road. Like seriously. Foul language would fill the air. Middle finger flying here and there, HAHAHAHA! AND Bue thinks I have a bad driving skills =.=

So that's it for the "ProjectBPositive" day 3 :]

Password | Cotton On | ProjectBPositve

I'm just so annoyed every time I log into my Blogger's account. I have to AT LEAST type my password wrongly once EVERY SINGLE TIME!

The reason being, is that a while ago, like a LOOONG while ago, I was having this argument with Bue, and it was really bad that we're on the verge of breaking up. So out of rage, I change the password to this Blogger account, in which Buebue USED TO have access to.

... and I'm too lazy to change back... oh well

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One thing I'm excited about it Cotton On!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I heard its coming to Penang SOON!!! I tell you, one thing I miss most about Australia is it's Cotton On store!!!

I LOVE to do my shopping there, they have basic and fashionably cool clothes at a reasonable price!!

I'll be the first one to rush to Cotton On store the moment it opens in Penang!!!

CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!

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Okay "ProjectBPositive" day 2:

Back in 2008, Buebue had plan a surprise for me. In which buebue will fly all the way back from Australia to celebrate my b'day with me and flew off the next day. Well due to some unforeseen circumstances *coughAirAsiacough* the flight was cancel/delayed and whatnot she have to ask for my help to change the flight time, HAHAHA! She's a lil bit donkey in this part, coz she could have asked her friend to help her with it instead of letting me know about the surprise.

... but in the end, I manage to persuade her to stay in Australia and not come back, coz its too much responsibility for me to bear, you know, in case anything happens to Buebue, I really don't know how to explain to the parents (Bue actually kept this trip a secret from the parents)

So yep, it was really sweet of Buebue, but then again ... I wish she kept the surprise a secret =.= It was a lonely b'day.

So there goes my second entry for "ProjectBPositive" :]

ProjectBPositive

I feel like I've been really unappreciative to what Buebue have been doing for me for the past 2 years plus.

It's no secret we've been arguing since God-knows-when, and there are times when it gets from worse to worst. I've always have negative thoughts bout Buebue ...

So, I had this idea waltzing (funny terms right? Never learn English from me) in my head this morning.

It is called "ProjectBPositive" HAHAHAHAHA! I know it sounds funny, but here's the rules. EVERYDAY, it doesn't matter if I'm writing a long post in my blog or not (I really hope I will remember to log into bloggers every single day :P) , I will write something positive about Buebue, whether its something she had done for me, or some funny memories bout buebue.

So here goes, my FIRST ever post for "ProjectBPositive":

About 2 years ago, when I was just in a relationship with Buebue for a couple of months, there's this one night, where I was suppose to be accompanying Janice to study in INTI's hostel.

I thought it was like any other night, I went to hostel, and Janice told me she wanted to go TESCO to stock up some groceries, so off to TESCO we went. AND then, the funny thing is, while we're shopping in TESCO, I think there's an incoming call/text through Janice's phone and she was being oh-so-secretive about it. Anyways, after that phone call/text (sorry! I don't rmb whether its a call or text. Me and my rusty memory) what time would we reach hostel after getting the groceries.

I think we got back to hostel and start studying at around 9.30-ish. By then, I was busy texting with Buebue while accompanying my dear ol' friend Janice. After a couple of minutes, Janice stood up from where she sat, and told me she needed to go to the toilet, I said ok, and off she goes.

Like 10 seconds later, she's back =.=|||

Well, you at least need like more than 10 seconds to walk from your room to the toilet, do your business and then walk back, right?? I sense something suspiciously wrong when Janice was walking backward when she walk through the door.

Guess what??

There's a person there, about five feet two?? Wearing a green polo shirt and a short pants, with a dark blue NIKE cap, walking through the door right after Janice did.

AND I screamed on top of my lungs, like literally. It wasn't even a pretend shock/surprise at all. I really scream like I never knew I could.

It was Buebue, I have no idea how she could text me while driving all the way from Butterworth just to surprise me just because I told her I miss her.

And the surprise doesn't end there.

We walk out of Janice's room, and into Buebue's car. I open the door of the car, and saw a bouquet of pink roses lying on the passenger seat :)

It was the first bouquet of flowers from Buebue, I was so happy that I don't know what to say or do.

Honestly, that was the happiest moment of my life, everytime I think about it, it would put a smile on my face :]

So here it is, first post for "ProjectBPositive".

P/S: Buebue, I would like to officially Congrats you coz you finally got HIRED! I'm so proud of you :)

P/P/S: I don't remember if I did officially thank Janice for her help for that surprise Buebue gave me, but I would like to thank her here again! So ARIGATO, Thank you Janice-san.

My own Tiffany&Co-esque charm bracelet ...

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Bue, I still want my genuine Tiffany&Co bracelet, when you're rich, MUAHAHAHA!

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I HAVE THE BIGGEST ANNOUNCEMENT EVER!!! OMG!! I'm in SUCH A GOOD MOOD NOW!!

Okay, here's the story (since I'm SO excited bout' something, there's gotta be story right??)

About 5 days ago, I went into eBay coz I was so fed up searching for the Tiffany&Co-esque charm bracelet in Malaysia, I decided to search deeper into the World Wide Web in search of the LOVE OF MY LIFE!

SO, I found this really cool "Store" in eBay which sells all those stuff from Korea (I assume) coz everything is JUST SO CUTE! And this bracelet caught my eye, it is the exact bracelet I was looking for, PERFECT! After all the hassle and whatnot for the payment (well, ebay.com.MY always hit speed bump whenever I wanted to make payment, so off I went to ebay.com.AU to make the payment, LOVE Au websites)

Fast forward to today at around 1.30pm, the door bell rang, and THERE IT IS! Ze Love of my life, Ze bracelet!!!

I signed, and grab hold of the package and tore open the moment I sat down.

ZOMG!! My first ever charm bracelet!!

I know its not Tiffany&Co, but then again, I'm so content with having this :]

Btw, it's Juicy Couture ;)

P/S: I broke my USB Flash Drive yesterday :( But Bue went straight to eBay and got me a new one :)

Just a random pic of me taken by Arthur I think ...