I.am.fat

Yes, I am fat!

I.know.that

*SOB*

My tummy existed a LoOOonG time ago ...

My face is getting ROUND

AHHHH! THE HORROR!!!

I need to get my arse into the gym TOMORROW!

But sadly, its Malaysia's 51st Birthday ...

Nobody will open for you =.=

Happy 51st Independence Day to Malaysia!

Decisions! decisions! decisions!

I.am.bored

Haha! Here's another picture for the infamous "bang the wall" sleeping style, presented by, 

MY DEAR DEAR!

Well, this is not as bad at the first one *clickety click* haha!

Still, it's *cuteness!*

Anyways, I (still) want to get myself a camera ...

That's the only thing that I ever wanted since like ... 

FOREVER!

I think I'm getting this baby *Canon IXUS 70* next month *hopefully*

I know this is like only 7 megapixels, but 老娘 (lao niang) can't afford an 8 megapixels or even 10 megapixels camera, plus I don't need that much of a megapixel anyways (that's what my dear said to me *SOB*)

Please please please please please please please pleaseeeeeeeeee grant me a camera!!!

And, I'm damn worried bout my application for the Uni in Melbourne (translation, what I'm saying is University IN THE STATE of Melbourne and NOT Melbourne University )

Well, I got that solved ... for now

Another thing to worry about ...

The MILLION DOLLAR QUESTION!

  

Which course should I choose?????

Bachelor of Business IT??

(Too common?? Plus I had to study Accounting and Business Law!!! I heard all the scary stories bout the two subjects from my dear dear =.=)

Bachelor of Commerce?? 

(Yes, I can study that course as well, but ONLY in Deakins Uni)

Bachelor of IT (Games Design and Development)??

(Well, it seems tempting AND interesting, but who is gonna hired me when I graduate?? Plus I HATE Final Project)

Anyone like to give me a hand in deciding, which course should I take??

Well, never mind ...

Camera Crazy!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I still haven't done with my screaming ... yet! 

I am torn apart, broke, penniless, moneyless, heartbroken ... well, dear dear didn't break my heart, the camera did *SOB*

I thought I have made up my mind to get that Nikon camera, but while shopping at Gurney Plaza today, I saw an Olympus digital camera, and did some research on the camera just now ...

OMG! They're coming out with a camera that looks kinda like Sony Cybershot T series!!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK!!!!!! It's 10 MEGAPIXELS!!!!!!! I'M SOOOO CRAZY OVER THEM THAT I JUST HAD TO USE CAPS TO TYPE!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: I got the pics from here

And here's another one that I don't mind having/buying

OH GOD!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY WANT ONEEEEE! 

But I don't think it's available out there just yet, so I'll just have to wait for PC Fair!!!!!! Which would be end of the year, hopefully I'll have enough money by then, I'M GETTING ONE!!!!!!!!!!!

大男人小女孩

不是我的錯 我們都聽過
完美的時候 要更多
吵架時又說得太多

有時候的我 真想和你一樣沉默
不想當那囉囉唆唆 水也滅不掉的火

也許大男人 真的很難忍
少了點風度 還是不承認
有時候錯的 並不知道錯了
不想藉口 只是直接一點說

有時候女孩 沒那麼小孩
心裡的無奈 只需要點關懷
遺憾的 已都變成勉強了 
怎麼能 重新再來

不是我的錯 我們都聽過
完美的時候 要更多
吵架時又說得太多

有時候的我 真想和你一樣沉默
不想當那囉囉唆唆 水也滅不掉的火

也許大男人 真的很難忍
少了點風度 還是不承認
有時候錯的 並不知道錯了
不想藉口 只是直接一點說

有時候女孩 沒那麼小孩
心裡的無奈 只需要點關懷
遺憾的 已都變成勉強了 
怎麼能 重新再來

也許大男人 沒那麼男人
少了點風度 還是不承認
有時候錯的 並不知道錯了
不想藉口 只是直接一點說

有時候女孩 沒那麼小孩
心裡的無奈 只需要點關懷
遺憾的 已都變成勉強了 
怎麼能 重新再來

Smile

Everything will be alright ...  

Clarinase

Last night, before I went to sleep, I had this bad flu and kept sneezing... dear dear asked me to get a medicine called "Clarinase" ... it's a type of flu medicine that won't make you sleepy, but it's kinda expensive ... 10 tablets for around 12 bucks ... 

I woke up feeling a lil dizzy this morning and can't take it anymore, coz I felt really weak ... I straight away head out to pharmacy to get this medicine after taking shower and breakfast ... 

I was thinking, if my dear dear don't wanna be an accountant, she can be a pharmacist, hehe! She's good in prescribing medicine ^^

F*cking day

Today was suppose to be a really great day ...

... until

... my dad ruin it ... I saw a camera at some shop in BJ ... it's Nikon and it's really cheap, about 600 bucks ... I guess nobody knows that I want a camera for 2 freaking years de ... I asked for a camera 2 years back on my birthday, and my dad says I don't need it, wtf! And he got lil sis about a thousand bucks camera!!! 

Fast forward 2 years later, I ask for a cheap camera it's not even 1000 bucks k ... and he says no, WTF! I'm damn pissed off! He just bought himself a damn expensive phone, ok! and I even say that I would pay half for the camera that I want, coz I don't have much money now ...  fuck la! 

I don't care, I would work my ass off and buy the camera with my own money!

I know I sound like a spoilt brat, but what do you think when your own lil sis have all those things like an iTouch and a one thousand bucks camera, and you have nothing ... whatever, I'm working!