A lil bit emo, don't know why ...
P/S: The post below is damn boring ... you guys can pass this if you want =]
7 Days to our One Year Anniversary ... One year, 365 days, to other couple might not mean anything at all ... they go through 365 days together ... but, we had to go through 365 days, with 85% of the time apart ...
I got to know my dear dear, on August 2007 ... Maybe it was meant to be ... after knowing each other for about one month ... we got together, on 5th October 2007 ... My dear loves the number 5 ... Coincidently the last three numbers of my mobile phone is 510 ^^
I still remember clearly on the night of 4th October ... Dear dear (who is still friend on 4th October) asked me out ... she looked somewhat, distracted or should I say, full of burden ... I don't know what is it ... I thought she was still damn sad bout her ex ... I went out with dear dear ... then we went to somewhere near Heng Ee High School .. and have a plate of "Char Mee Sua" and order a glass of MILO for dinner, I'm on diet and she seems to not have much appetite ... so we just share everything ... she was really quiet that night ... I felt something not right ... but still I didn't ask ... she sent me home after that ...
I go online after I'm home, we chatted till like 11 something, then I see this weird personal message in her MSN, "45 minutes ... " ... a moment later "15 minutes ..." and then I asked, is it someone's birthday tomorrow, or is it a special day tomorrow ... and all I got was "Don't know ..."
... finally, when it was like 12am ... the personal message is changed to "0 minutes ..." ... and few seconds after that ... I was asked "that question" by my dear dear ... and I dragged on till 1 am, until I finally gave the answer ... which is of course "YES!" ... well, not exactly ... I said yes, but in a very indirect way ... I wish, I'd say, "Can you give me like 3 days to think it over??", hahaha! But I'm glad I didn't say that ... coz I love October 5th and most of all, I love my dear dear, so so so much!
After that special day of ours ... we stick together almost every single day ... for about 5 months ... but it seemed like 3 months ... I don't know why?
And then came the day I had to send my dear dear off to Australia ... I was sobbing uncontrollably but my dear dear didn't shed a tear ... I don't know how or why? Neither did she say anything other than telling me to take care of myself ... Luckily I had two of my best friends there for me ... I cried on Janice's shoulder ... I guess that was the first time ever she see me cried ... and trust me ... I looked really ugly and I kept hiding myself ...
My dear dear came back to spend her holidays with me during June 2008 ... and we had a wonderful one whole months together ^^
We'd been together for almost one year ... and the amount of time we get to spend together is like only 6 months or 7 months at most!!! *SOB* Other couples get to stick to each other day and night, and I only get like 7 months out of ONE YEAR, which is equivalent to 12 MONTHS!!!
Okay, I'm not complaining ... just self-pity =.=
But I'd always treasure the time I get to spend with my dear dear ... Our one year together, we've been through ups and downs together ... and manage to pull it through, even though we had the worst arguments ...
We don't get to spend our One Year Anniversary together like any other couple ... no romantic dinner ... no surprises ... no gifts ... most of all, no dear dear by my side *SOB*
... a lonely One Year Anniversary, with me, myself and I ... again ... I'm self-pity-ing ... forgive me =.= I can be quite dramatic at times ... I'm Leo marrrrhhhh!
I don't care, when ah dear is back, have to make it up to me, plus the birthday celebration >.<>
I miss you dear ... so so so much ... my whole afternoon for today is spent watching our videos ... I miss every inch of you <3
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