Thursday, December 4, 2008

I'm sorry, I tried.

If you ask me what super power I would wanna have, I would have said without a doubt ... that I need a super power that could let me be at anywhere anyone wants/needs me, like being in many places at one time. Or better still tear myself into many parts ... 

I've been having a hard time juggling with studies, work, relationship and family. I can't be there for every one of them, although I try hard, I just couldn't. And this still haven't include friends yet. 

Sometimes I got so frustrated and upset that I ask myself "Did any of them asked what I wanted?" But that was just the selfish and childish part of me that took over and made me think this way. I shouldn't have think this way, because each and every one of them love me, that is why I wanted so much to be there for each of them, and I feel very bad every time I had to disappoint them.

I'm sorry, I tried.

3 comments:

truthzz said...

cheer up maple!!!!
u can do it ok?

pixiepixie said...

sometimes life is just hard like that.
u cant be what everyone wants u to be and u cant always live up to their expectations.

hmm i guess ppl have to just try to be more understanding towards each other. i experienced this b4, sometimes when i ask certain friends to meet up and all, they keep telling me they're busy and having some other excuse that they cannot go out. and for that i get very pissed if it happens too often.

guess its a natural reaction. just dun take it too seriously and chill :)

DIVA-esque said...

ching ching: Thank you orh ... miss you so much *HUGS*

tiffie: I'm ok now ... just that there are times I take things too seriously .. I'll be fine, thank you =)