Love me Hate me, say what you want about me

I know there are people who don't approve of my attitude and if I have to make a guess, I reckon there are at least 50% of the people that knows me (even my friends) hated me for some reason which I'm not sure of.

... but there are certain people that should hate me, because they got on my nerves, being disrespectful to me or the people around me, and therefore the b*tchy, stuck up, ego-istic side of me emerge when I deal with this kind of people.

I'm nice, when I'm nice ... when I'm not, you'll hate me for life.

I always have this set of rules in my mind on how people should act around me ... Well, I expect them to act in certain ways because that is what I was thought to act and behave since I was a child.

I know I'm not perfect, and I'm really glad that I have a best friend that keeps me grounded whenever I've gone all crazy and complaining bout stuff that happened to me.

I remember a couple of weeks ago, I was really upset bout basically everything ... I called up my best friend through Skype ... complaning and stuff, and she told me that I shouldn't expect everyone to behave the way I thought they should behave, I have no control over other people as well. She said if I ever have anything that I'm just really piss off about, I can just call her and complain to her, Haha! She's the world's best listener ... I know she might/maybe/probably hated me before or something, but we always manage to forgive each other, coz we understand each other too well =)

I miss being in my comfort zone, where I can just be myself without being judged. To my best friends whom I hate and love at the same time, I miss each and everyone of you, HAHA!