I finally made my decision. It wasn't as easy as everyone thought it would be.

I talk things through with cs and think that this is the best thing for the both of us.

:) Thanks B

I guess I'll be staying here to finish my degree and I'll fly off to Melbourne 2 years later.

I don't know what's in store for me two years later, but I'm prepared to face anything.

If its meant to be, its meant to be. There's no use worrying about it or trying to fight it.

I'm at peace with myself.

My new year resolution? Be a better person and be emotionally stronger.

I have my friends and family here with me, there's nothing I can't handle :)

I'll re-vamp this blog for New Year.

My wish list for Christmas?

1. Be less of a cry baby
2. spend more time with cs

I'm not 重色輕友 just that after cs left, I won't be seeing cs for the next 2 years.

"Instead of being disappointed about where you are, be optimistic about where you're going"