::My Surprise Farewell Party::

::13th June 2009::

My best high school best friend took me out like she always does when she comes back from KL for a holiday ... she made an appointment with me about a week ago ... telling me she wanna watch movie with me ... I asked, is it only the two of us ... and she said yes ... she said that we're gonna go out till late at night ... after asking biebie and got her permission [she made sure I asked my friend to take me all the way up to the 7th floor (where I live) and make sure I reach home safely] I agree to go out with her

Fast forward to the morning of 13th July 2009, she texted me telling me that we're going out at 1.30pm .. and she's driving. And then she asked me bout the movie I wanna watch, I told her either "17 Again" or "Hannah Montana: The Movie" (not that I'm a big fan of Hannah Montana, its just that there's not much choices) SO in the end, I ask my friend to make the decision, since she don't wanna watch either of the movie that I suggested ... I'm too lazy to elaborate on the movie, but I don't know to laugh or to cry, or to be scared when I watch the movie .. the movie is BLOOD: The Last Vampire =.=

And oh, did I mention that in the end another friend join ... and he nearly messed up the surprise coz when we go fetch him, he was like hey! where's everyone?? =.= I kinda guessed it that there are going to be people coming ... but didn't think much about it ...

And SO, after the movie, we went shopping a bit at Gurney Plaza ... and then to Prangin Mall ... and then end up at Little Cottage 2, which is near the Peng Hwa High School [its Penang Chinese Girls' High School, thankiu =.=]....... When I walked in ... I was a lil' stunned ... there were like 5 of my friends there, and they started their acting la "Oh HI! So funny hor? We're here to have dinner too! Come join us! What a coincident?" Hahahaha! So damn farny lerh!

They were actually there to give me a surprise, it was my surprise farewell party!




#1 Love this pic :P


#2 From left to right: Eu Sheng (The guy that likes to crap a lot, you wouldn't believe what can come out from his mouth), Chew Tatt (my ex-dancing partner, about 5 years ago, for a girl guides and scouts campfire), Shawn Teh (My "Ketua Tingkatan", or Head of Class, back in Form5, big mouth but a good friend la), Chee Keng (one of my best friend's boyfriend, great guy, very friendly), Teong Seng (a very shy, kind-hearted, gentleman, not to forget, good looking too *yamjin*), and Yong Siang (he's just like a big brother to me, back in form5, he would be listening to my problems, and he's damn good in add math)


#3 The Girls of the night
From left to right: Lee Chern, Lay Yuin, Me, and Hooi Lin


#4 Me and Chia Hui (this guy here was late for about 30 min =.=)


#5 Me and Yong Siang ( I know him when I was in Form 5, he was like a big brother that I never had. Well he has a big mouth =.= always like to crap, but still, he's a really good guy that always protect the girls that he knew.) Bie, forgive me for this picture, I didn't know he would be hugging me =.= he already have a lovely girlfriend, haha!


#6 Here is a more "proper" picture of me and yong siang



#7 Me and my buddy, Teong Seng, a very good looking guy that behaves like a "Lao Ah Phek" (Old Uncle) He rarely smile in pictures ... I don't think he smile in this one either =.=


#8 THIS is my best friend from like the day I know her .... This is Lay Yuin the girl who plans everything =.= not exactly everything larh .. she asked me where I would like to have dinner


#9 Me and Eu Sheng, the "gay" guy, haha! He's not gay, but his hair spell "G.A.Y" to me, hahah!


#10 He have the face that reads "OMG! Is she gonna attack me now?!" Well no brother, I just wanna take a picture with you =.=


#11 Me and Hooi Lin


#12 Me and Lee Chern


#13 Another picture of me and my bestie


#14 Random pics of the guys fooling around


#15 Group pic


#16 me here trying to be artistic but failed badly coz my camera ain't DSLR, but I am still thankful that I HAVE a camera ... Thankie bie bie for the camera! Btw, the Carlsberg jug you guys see in the pic, the jug is for water, not beer, no beers that night. I don't drink anyways.


#17 The dessert ... taste like some kuih =.=


#18


#19


#20 Random shot by me, hehe!


#21


#22 This is my dinner for that night :D Grilled Fish with lemon butter sauce ... I think

Well, about 60% of the pictures were edited using PICASA ... Coz it's either not clear or not bright enough. So I edited a bit to make the picture looks like its taken by a DSLR :P

See how many guy friends I have? Well, not because I'm the popular girl in school ... well actually I AM popular in school, coz the first day I'm there ... these people know everything bout me -.- where I'm from ... what's my name ... pretty or not .. well I'm fat back then, but its a small school, everyone gossips. And everytime we have exams, they just have to have a look at my results (although they don't know me very well back then, coz the results is paste onto the bulletin board in our classroom) and they were like so intimidated by my results =.= coz I beat the arse out of some of them, HAHAHAHA! Actually, my results weren't that good ... the only reason I rank higher than some of them, is because they're busy crapping and flirting with girls =.=

When I first went to that school, I was like "GET ME OUTTA HERE!" coz everyone looks like gangster, and if you don't act tough, they're gonna eat you alive =.= Well SMK Hamid Khan is known as the "gangster school" larh ... but then again, once I get to know them, they aren't that bad at all ... of course they talk crap, occasionally bully me ... but then again, I realize they're very protective towards us girls in the school, especially those that they know well. If we got bully or threaten by other people, they will be there for us. Some of them are gentleman as well, but just a hand full of them though.

To get through the first 2 weeks in school, I had to act tough ... and eventually no one dares to bully me ... so I was known as the "Dai Ka Che" (which means Big Sister in cantonese). I didn't beat the crap out of them to gain their respect, what I did was just scream the brains out of their head :P And oh, they know my temper ... I am NOT the girl they can mess with, HAHAHA!

I still didn't explain why I have more guys' friends, its because the school have tons of guys k =.= And I choose Science Stream ... and there are only about 8 girls, including me, that choose to study science, and the rest is guys. There are two classes open for Science stream, 6 girls in the first class ... and 2 girls in the second class (one of them was me, but back in Form4 I was in first class .. but I'm lazy to explain why I ended up in the second class when I'm in Form5) So I'm stuck with tanks of testosterone ... and lack of estrogens =.=

But I have to admit, now I'm more comfortable around guys, they can be a great friend as well :)

P/S: Thankiu for that farewell party ... although none of you guys read my blog (coz I didn't let many people know bout this blog) but THANKS for being such a great friend all these years :) Love each and everyone of you!!

Post-PMS

I woke up this morning ... feeling lucky for no reason at all (prolly my PMS have gone) and erm ... well, I had a [not bad] sleep last night.

There are times I sit here thinking that I'm really lucky to find someone that loves me [I didn't say anything bout her loving me as much as I love her] but then again ... I am lucky!

I got introduced to her childhood best friends, her extended families, and also got forced to try everything that I dare not try before in my life! For example ... I was force to go on the slide thinggy in the swimming pool [sorry bout the bad description, hope you guys get it]... NEVER in my life would I thought that I would be literally forced to go on that slide, not even mei ching could force me to do that. I remember that I was so scared that I thought I might have a heart attack -.-
But in the end, I got used to that feeling, and I have to admit, its quite fun :)

My only regret [well not that regret larh] is that I didn't exactly introduce her to my childhood best friend or to my extended family although I would love to. First of all, I don't think my best friend would understand this relationship that I'm having, second of all, I can't imagine the reaction I would get. And the extended family part, they're just too far away. And they don't mean so much to me [not that I'm a mean person or anything] its just that I'm not close with them ... my family like to isolate themselves from dramas -.- lots of dramatic moments if everyone gather in one place, I just can't stand the stupid rumours and gossips and back-stabbing.

** I went out of topic -.- **

Anyways ....

I've been in this Long Distance Relationship (LDR) for like 80% of the One Year AND 8 Months we're together. There are ups and downs ... but fortunately we always manage to patch things up whenever we got into an argument or something. Luckily, no flying fists yet :P

I always feel lucky whenever I'm included in family outings, her mum would ask her to bring me along. To me, she's like the coolest mum in the world.

AND AND my bie bie is always the driver whenever she's back here in Penang for holidays. Well, of course, there are times when I do the driving as well, you can't let one person do all the driving and you do all the leg shaking right? Haha! I always feel loved whenever she's around :)

We take pictures everywhere we gooooo, which is like SO FUN! Coz at the end of the day when we realize we capture some really nice pic, it's like such an exciting feeling, haha!

27 days to go ... I really can't wait ...

Well... when I reached Perth on 12th July, I would definately grab the opportunity to take pics with my bie bie :)))))))

Ok ok, I need to calm myself down, better not get myself all hyped-up .. coz there's still 27 days to go -.-

So, to everyone that's taking exam right now, all the best alright! GOOD LUCK!!

::The result of my period not coming on time::

What did I learn from being in a relationship?

I learn to be considerate, to think bout other people's feeling, and they should have their own life as well. I guess their life does not actually revolves around you. I guess the most important thing in any relationship would be communication. If there's a communication break down, I guess the relationship is gone.

What is my weakness? [I don't even know if its the correct question =.=]

I guess that would be, I'm kind of an absurd kind of girlfriend all the time sometimes. Up to a level where I should admit myself to a psycho hospital. I'm the stalker-ish type of girlfriend =.= I wonder why I feel like I am. Cause its like I'm very sticky, and if you don't love me enough, then it would seem annoying. I think at this point the people who are reading this would think I'm a psycho ... yea, you're probably right. I still haven't had my period yet =.=

Major flaw?

I guess my major flaw is, I get upset easily ... on the slightest, tiniest thing ... I know why ... its coz I always expect certain things, and when it didn't happen like I expect it to happen, I would freak out. In my mind, I would think "you should have done this and that" ... which is kinda wrong. If I keep thinking this way, I would keep getting upset and it's really tiring to be feeling like this all the time.

And I can never accept myself as number 2 in anything ... especially in someone's heart ... but now, I don't give a damn ... If I care bout all this, I would be a very very tired person. I actually hate myself for all those shitty attitude/thoughts I have. All those rules that I made up myself on how a relationship "should be". There is no shitty rules! There SHOULDN'T BE!

Remember how simple a relationship is, I mean at the beginning of it. Yep, an sms would satisfiy me ... but I guess nothing stays in one place all the time k. If I'm expecting something to stay in one place and never change, that is CRAZY! People change, feelings change, even I changed.

I just need to learn adapt to the current situation I'm in ... constantly finding new ways to communicate with each other ... I should think of it as a challenge. If there is no challenge in a relationship, wouldn't it be a boring ones?

It takes two to tango, and in a relationship it takes two to person to work things out. I guess I just need to shut my eyes, hold on tight, and never let go no matter what. It might just lead me somewhere interesting.

Wonder why I wrote this post?

Well, I'm also not sure ... but it sure helps me understand myself better ... and hopefully periodically remind myself to just chill, stop being paranoid, and stop being pathetic.

*Wish me luck*

32 days to go ...

A ME post

There are pictures that's loOooOoong overdue ... It got stuck in my memory card for like ... one month =.=

Anyways, let me just shut the hell up and post everything up before I lose my mood to blog ... come to think of it, I still don't feel like blogging ... don't know what's wrong with me recently ... too busy I guess ...

You know what, I wanted to blog bout the outing I had with my high school friends ... it was her birthday ... I'll post that up in another post ...


#1 This is a cup I bought to bring to Australia :) Too adorable, I bought one for biebie about a year ago, with a picture of a butt on the cup :P


#2 Here's the box of stuff(sssss) I want to ship to Australia ... Guess what? All the sanitary pad that I bought cost about 120MYR =.= I bought so much as if I bleed 365 days a year ... Well, it's coz I heard that the sanitary pad there comes in small packets, like maybe 5 or 10 pads per packet, so I just have to stock up here and ship it to Australia.


#3 I just love the hamburger speaker



#4 I love this dress from TOPSHOP, but unfortunately it's like 169MYR (or 139MYR, I don't exactly remember) I told myself, I can get a cheaper and nicer dress in Australia, so I leave without buying that dress ... I doubt I would wear it though even if I bought it, coz it's a lil revealing ... but then again, I'm an "airport", so even if the dress have a super low neckline, you'll practically see nothing but an airport ... sorry to dissapoint :P


#5 I bling-ed my camera about a month ago, I love it, my bie hates it =.= I don't know if you guys can see it clearly in this pic though.


#6 For the fun of it =.= I didn't get that top


#7 Know why I purposely took the picture this way? Coz of my flabby arms =.=


#8 Ever wonder why you guys always see me in spaghetti strap in picture and never in real life ... it's coz the only time I'm confident enough to be wearing something like that is in a fitting room =.= This top is from MNG btw, I think it's 79MYR


#9 Love this pic ... I took it in Black Canyon Coffee ... I ordered Hot Chocolate, and they have this alphabet biscuit, and I was trying to spell my name, unsuccessfully (as you can see) coz they didn't give me "L" and "E" *sob*


#10 Lovin' it


#11 My messy table ... and this condition is going to last for about another month :P

Sorry peeps

It's been a loOoOoOoOong time since i updated my blog ... I feel so bad ... I'll be back in a while with picture post :)

The many faces of my "yeng" eh bie bie ...

:DDDDDDD

Well, sorry for the shitty quality of pictures, coz I use my lappie's print screen, which functions like sh*t ... but still my bie bie looked very "yeng" >.<

I keep looking at her, and smile ... and she asks me if I'm on drugs =.= I told her yea, I'm on a drug called "bie bie", the drug very powderful (means powerful la, i just like to use powderful coz it sounds farny) One look at it, and I'm all drugged *shy*

::UPDATE::

I managed to fix the stupid print screen *YAY!!* Here's a clearer screen shot :P

::好寂寞::

我願用真心交換你，偶爾分到你一點關心，
就算你不能完全屬於我，我也願意照顧自己。
有時愛就是那麼奇妙，怎麼也想不到，想不到我竟如此的為你執迷，
也想不到我只要一刻不見你，就無法呼吸。
看窗外霓虹燈在閃耀，情人在街道上擁抱，
我的夜只能依靠不停想你，才會有心跳。

好寂寞，每當想起你的時候，好像痛要將我吞沒，卻不能對你說。
好寂寞，我會試著自己掙脫，就怕你會放不下我，
曾說過要讓你自由，就該學著放手。