All that's left is memories ....

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"and everyday i had great time with maple, we see each other morning till night... and guess what, is not a boring thing to do cause when i'm with maple i'm so comfortable and in love... thanks dear haven't kick me aside yet.. hah hah... hope we will love each other till the end... i'll treasure every seconds that is with you... hah hah, i'm a bit 重色輕友, sorry f*fu..."

I am NOT a constant variable ... and WILL NEVER be one ...

I wish ...

You'd be more supportive and not giving me those reaction every single time ... I'm tired of you getting pissed off at me every time I said something that you don't like ... that is how I feel ... at least I'm honest about it ...

I'm NOT you, and will NEVER be you ...

Depressed, Assignments, Tests and everything in between ...

Can anyone tell me if I'm studying the wrong degree now??

Can't studying be fun??

I think I'm just being emo coz it started to rain again over here =.= I reckon I have Seasonal Affective Disorder ... I know that term from 'The Oprah Show" that I watch yesterday -.- I'm not sure how to explain that, so you guys will just have to google it out -.-

Anyways ... I'm just stressed out about the Marketing 100 assignment I'm suppose to pass up next week ... and also two tests that I have to sit for ... and then .. things don't end there ... the week after that ... I have another assignment due .... I think I did not have the Seasonal Affective Disorder ... the correct diagnostic would be "Assignment & Tests Affective Disorder"

I'm constantly bombarded with tutorials, class activities (it counts towards my class participation marks) which means, every marks that I can get is IMPORTANT! Lecturer often threaten us to finish up the damn tutorial -.- well, I think I shouldn't use the word "threaten" ... The correct term should be "stressing"

My only goal in all this is trying to get better grades than I did in my Diploma ... back then I was too blur about everything ... I thought I just needed to study like I did in Secondary School (most part of it was having fun) ... I didn't know that everything that you did in Diploma will be included in your overall average which may effect you when you're looking for Uni to accept you.

I guess there's no use saying all this right now ... I'm already here ... I'm half way through my first semester ...

If I had follow my heart ... I would have stayed in Penang ... probably switch to KDU or something for my degree ... I would have still had my car ... and the freedom to go shopping -.-

OR I can go INTI Nilai ... still have my friends with me (still within my comfort zone) ... and probably I would be studying something I love ...

I know I shouldn't be complaining ... coming here is like a dream come true for certain people (well I used to feel that way) but you wouldn't feel that way when you're alone ... I guess not staying in hostel was a bad idea ... I'm still lack of friends here ... but it is way better than the 1st and 2nd week here ... at least now I got to know 2 Malaysian friends .... and 2 other Chinese from China ...

Can I change my mind now?

It's not fun anymore ...

I just wanna be home ...

Prezzieeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssss

Hehe! *BIG GRIN* :]

I received this box of things few days ago :)

I'm just gonna shut up and let all these pictures explain itself :P




One of my FAVOURITE item!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Personalized :)










Thank you for still making handmade cards ...


Late but nevertheless arrives ...

Extremely random ...

Random thoughts:

1. I miss SAKAE SUSHI's Unagi tofu ... the sushi with fried scallop on top ... I miss Cha Soba ... I miss soft shell crab *saliva dripping*





2. When I'm back in Penang, I'll fly to Batu Feringghi and get myself a fake LV bag =.= (I have no idea why I wanna get the auntie looking bag)



3. I'll buy LOTS of SHIRTSSS when I'm home ... the shirts and bags here are hopelessly ugly -.-



4. I was thinking of iPod Classic (I have no idea why I wanna get this too =.= its HUGE but it have 120GB in it ... apparently its not a good reason to get a humongous iPod )



5. I think I'm gaining weight *damn those FrenchCream Cheesecake*



6. I went to University of Western Australia to borrow some books. I had this assignment about India ... and EVERY book about India, in Curtin Uni's library is GONE!!!!! =.= So I had to run to UWA to borrow books, with the help of Bie's cousin *who is a student of UWA*, coz obviously I can't just go to random uni and borrow books from their library.



And oh! I went to the city as well, Hahahaa! for a lil window shopping ... so basically there's nothing nice to buy, even if I have tons of money (which I don't)

7. Planning to save money, and splurge when I'm back in Penang!!! WOoHOO!!!!!

8. Why does Apple always comes up with products that really attracts me??????? *just an extremely random question*

9. I think I need to continue on my journey to finish up my Marketing 100 assignment *SIGH*

Note to self: 2nd September - Economics 100 test, 10am.
Due date for Marketing 100 assignment 1, before 5pm

4th September - Business Law test, 6.30pm =.=

*SIGH*

道理

摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的 溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的 错过的电影，总是最好看的 失去的情人，总是最懂我的 .....

By Ching Ching

属于自己的永远不是最好的；
属于别人的，总是特别美好。
人永远不能满足于现状，
同一个人，
当他是别人的情人,
你觉得他很不错
当他成了你身边的那个，
你可能再也看不见，
他的好。。。

By Ching Ching's friend, haha!