Interesting day -_-

Today was a pretty nice day :)

Haha! Something funny happened ... It was after the tutorial session ... I wanted to go buy lunch ... SO on the way there ... I walk pass so many booths (I have no idea what its about) coz all I think about is LUNCH!! FOOD!!! THEN there's this girl was like "here, have this" SO I took it without paying much attention to it UNTIL like a few seconds later, I realize it was this .....

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Still don't know what is that thing??

Let me give you another picture and some clue

It's a condom -_-

Like I need one -_-

Oh well, thanks! ... just in case right? -_-

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What you guys think I should do with it??

I think I'd open it up, and dissect the condom *Haha*

Anyways, I reckon I'd do that when I'm free, Haha! Not now :P

LDR

I've been filled with jealously recently.

To a point where I can't bare to even look at the news feed in my Facebook. I'd see lovey dovey pictures of my friends with their girlfriend or boyfriend, and think to myself, how I wish I was them.

I was wrong, I can't compare myself to them, I'm in an LDR, and they practically see each other 24/7.

What could I do? Ask everyone to stop PDA (Public Display of Affection) in front of me?? And the thing is, I've already been through the lovey-dovey phase. What more can I ask for?

I've even avoid looking at the things, presents, and stuff, I've been given ... coz I'm afraid it might affect my mood, but for some reason, I had to dig deep into all these stuff today. I read through all those hand-made cards, hand-made photo album, written letters, and postcards.

I realize that back then, I took the role of the person who receive rather than giving because I'm not ... how do I put it nicely? Let's just say I'm not so in love at that moment in time and I'm not so needy compared to the person I am today.

I don't know if LDR will make us grow apart or not. Only time can answer this question. I know you still love me, but maybe the way you love me have changed over time. I don't know if I changed, or maybe I've been standing on the same spot the whole time, holding on to it, and hoping that nothing will change.

It's silly.

Imagine yourself, sitting on a spot, and stop whatever you're doing, and just be still (its my silly attempt to stop the things and people around me from changing). You think the people, things, or place around you wouldn't change? No .. they'd continue to evolve and move along with their life.

B, its not your fault alright, I know you still love me ^@^

I guess I'm just like a kid that wish I wouldn't grow up, and stay a child forever.

P/S: I've practically stick every picture I can find of us on the board ^@^ I need to put you back into my life :) I love you!

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Does anyone remember how it feels like to have a massive crush on someone?

I did.

It was the worse feeling in the world, coz you know that (for some reason) that person don't feel the same way as you do and you'll never be together with him/her.

You'll be tortured everyday, coz all you can think of is him/her. You'll want to call him/her every chance you get, and you tell yourself, if you EVER get to be with him (let me just go with him, coz its too much work to type him/her) you're going to make him the happiest man on the face of earth.

Even if you can't be with him, you'd probably wish that you can go on a one-on-one date with him, and wishing/hoping/dreaming that he would hold your hands ... just once, if it did happen, it'll send you up to cloud 9, Haha! Yep, I know its crazy ... but don't tell me you never thought of that (well, maybe I'm the only one that think of that, coz I went to the level of obsessed already, Haha!)

I know, it's a really torturing to love someone and not being able to be with that person, but now I realize its really *sort of* I'm not saying its true la, but its "sort of" a good thing to love someone from afar, coz that is when you'll only see the good side of the person, Haha! which in my opinion, is a good thing.

Having a crush on someone is like, being in love, but the difference is, you'll get to pass all the arguing, chair-throwing, books-flying-in-the-air kind of fight, and of couse, no kissing, holding hands, and hugs =.= which is not too bad, if you're not the kissy, holding hands and huggy type of person.

Just in case you guys are wondering ... No! I do not have crush on anyone at the moment ... I'm just speaking from experience ... it was a really random topic :)

Hope everyone's in a good mood today ... I'll be back when I feel better :)

I'm not going to blame anyone for the arguments that happened today.

It's just that we're two very different people.

Love will go away when there's no tolerance between two people.

I know you did your very best and you're worn out.

I'm just feeling very tired at the moment, and are worn out emotionally.

Sorry, I ruin everything.

I'm hoping that this is all a bad dream, and it'll all be over when I wake up from my sleep.

I'm somewhat glad that went into National Service (NS) in the first place ...

... I mean that's what brought me here today .. indirectly.

because of NS (I was so in a hurry to get out of it) that I applied for INTI College ... my initial plan was to go to Disted Stamford .. but I guess the fun of living in this world is, things happen when you least expect it, and that'll send your initial plans down the drain, Haha! ;)

Although I feel like IT field is not for me ... but I've gone this far down the road ... so I might as well get the blardy degree ... and go into the workforce earn some dough haha!

*Okay, I think I went out of topic*

as I was saying, I feel lucky that I went to NS, you know why? Coz I ended up in INTI College ... and I meet a bunch of friends, and I mean really good friends that is always there for me ... I thought I'd never find any good friends after college ... but they prove me wrong ... they are the most craziest people you'll ever met

and I miss them and those moments that we share together ...

I miss the old INTI college's library .. where we spend most of our time goofing around. That was like the BEST library EVER!!

Being in INTI college and meeting each and every one of my friends and lecturer have been wonderful roller coaster ride (although I'm afraid of riding a rollercoaster)

Mr. Justin Lee was one of the lecturer, or should I say Head of School, that I respect the most ... He's always been patient ... always motivating each and everyone of us, doesn't matter if other lecturer thinks we're a bunch of lazy brat, haha!

I still remember when I got an "F" in one of the subjects I'm taking ... I went to him and he did not scold me or anything ... he just give me a smile, and let me know that its alright, its not the end of the world, "F" just means "Fabulous" or "Fantastic" I get another chance to try again and do better this time around! Thank you sir! Wherever you are, all the best, miss you sir!!!!! :P

I don't know about the INTI College now, as it has changed a lot over the years ... it's been taken over by Laurette *I think that's the name of the company* and everything is just not the same anymore ...

... and in INTI I've met someone who's an important person in my life right now :P




there's so much more that I miss but no matter how much I talk bout it, I can't turn back the time ... I can only look forward to the future ...

To those that I've met and know at some point in my life ... I hope that we can cross each other's path again in the future :)

DIVA-esque

I'm beginning to think that the header on top doesn't suit this blog anymore :(

... but I don't wanna waste time in creating another header ... I'll do that some other time ... maybe like next week, when I'm on my one week break :)

I have group meetings tomorrow >=( Hate it! I really hate presentation ... and THAT comes after the one week break

I just can't wait to be back in Penang ... like seriously ... this "peacefulness" over here have gone overboard! I need my "noisy" Penang back :'( I want my pasar pagi, pasar malam, nasi kandar shop, and shopping malls that have their store open till 10pm!!! I miss roti canai :P

I miss laksa, I miss muar chee, I miss nasi lemak, I miss economy rice wtf, haha! Did you guys know that I ate economy rice almost half my life ... I used to eat it like, after school, then after I gone through my high school stage, I still continue eating economy rice during my college days ... I mean I do get tired of it sometimes ... but it gives me more energy than instant noodles can provide.

I miss having a car ... I miss driving a manual car ... sadly my dad sold my Kelisa already :'(

Anyways ... I think I need to iron my clothes now -.- and TRY to study a lil (ya right!)

Okay la ... I'll be back with more updates in a bit ... in the mean time, look out for my twitter updates :)

P/S: Can't wait for holidays and also Carina's wedding ;)

Updates people!!

UPDATES: As you guys can see, my blog is in PINK!!! I've added my "sort of" picture, haha! And the best thing that mankind invented TWITTER!! So I'll be updating when I'm on-the-go or something ... provided my SAMSUNG F480 works la =.= damn that phone :P

P/S: Happy 20092009!!