I love ...

Love every hugs and kisses, it sends electric chills up and down my body.

from LeLove

Annoyed

A new post was suppose to be up last night. Thanks to my emo-ness, it's now chucked somewhere inside the draft section.

Anyways, I've been really emotional lately.

My dad got home from business trip yesterday, and I really hope he doesn't come back for another week. I know I'm bad, not that I hate my dad or anything, but he's getting on my nerves when I'm really emo AND busy, which is a really bad combination.

I woke up this morning and before I get a bite at my breakfast, there goes my dad "Hey, have you eaten your breakfast? Could you drive me out to get something??". I was going to pull my hair and start screaming. All sorts of questions came running through my mind "Am I YOUR driver or something?? Why can't you just ask lil' sis?? WHY the FUCK I can't get A DAY just for MYSELF and NO ONE ELSE???" I really had enough of this week, all those fucking projects and assignments pilling up and you're expecting me to be your driver?

And please, a gentle reminders to my fellow friends, if you ask me once if I'm free to go out, and I decline, you are most welcome to ask the second time around the following week or something. If I decline the second time and gently tell you to reschedule, DON'T bother asking me again for the third time. If I'm free I will automatically ask you out without YOU asking me for the third time.

I just got extremely annoyed. I beg you guys, just leave me ALONE! I need time for myself. I've given enough time to my projects, and its not only one project, I have HALF A DOZEN waiting for me. Have mercy, Leave me ALONE!

For the sake of getting this out of draft ...

I went to Butterworth today :]

I miss Goodie & WellWell so much that I have to drive all the way there even though I'm really extremely tired that I need a masseur.

Anyways, I can't get a hold of one, so I'm now living with neck ache, backache, shoulder ache and the infamous headache =.=

Oh, back to Goodie and WellWell, which is the main reason I'm writing this ... well, Bue threaten to tell Goodie and WellWell that I don't love them if I don't visit them by this weekend =.= (Well technically, she can't, coz she's not with them personally anyways)

So, off I go to Butterworth, with only like 10% fuel in my car's petrol tank. I decided that I don't want to stop by at the nearest petrol station for fuel coz I hated petrol station. I feel like its the most dangerous place ever to be in for a girl.

Well, I have to drive slowly all the way coz I'm scare I don't have enough fuel to drive home from Butterworth, THAT is how much I hated petrol station. Damn f the the car *ahem* you know la, locally made car =.= eat so much petrol don't know for what. One day, if I'm rich, I won't even "hiu" the locally made car, well except for Perodua, which I lovelovelovelovelove!!!

Goodie just looks so CUTE in this pic :]

::The End::

Confidence

So ... the "interview" is over. I made it through alive.

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I believe there are people in your life that is just there to bring you down at times. I guess they need a crash course on how to live your life in "confidence" by me =.=

There's nothing worse than having your confidence level down the drain, you might as well dig deeper into the drain and bury your head there for the rest of your life.

I always walk into a room or something with confidence, I don't care if by the end of the day I fell or if someone in that room have give me some bad comments, who the heck cares?? If they're giving you comments for your own good, then take it, chew on it, work on it, or better still, sleep on it and if they're there to bring you down, you take them to the WWF ring, okay?

I just hate it when people pull my confidence level down to a level where I feel that I'm incapable of doing anything.

When people try to pull you down, try this:

"Look MISTER! I am *insert name* and NOBODY tells me what I can or can't do. If you can't do it, that's not my problem, don't drag my confidence level to your pathetic level just because you can't do it. I'm NOT you."

Oh well, this post is just what I need for a confidence booster! I'm all fired up!

Whenever I feel like I can't do it. I'll come back to this post and re-read it.

Coz if I can't do it, I'm NOT me!

Ignore this post. Thankyouverymuch

I'm so nervous bout "interview" in the afternoon. It wasn't a real job interview, but that makes me even more nervous cause' marks will be given.

I wish I could fast forward the time ... or maybe given a crystal ball to have a sneak peek into the future.

I've been skipping class for the past few days and I'm not proud of it.

I wish I have more guts.

I just wanna graduate RIGHT NOW!

I'll graduate by the end of next year anyways, and then it's HELLO CRUEL WORLD!

I'm just so ready to punch the world right on its face ... well, that won't happen unless the "world" does have a face.

I think I need a vacation.

I'd love to visit Melbourne again.

Ignore this post.

I'm just too tired and stressed out.

Be back when I'm sane.

I'm Lovin' It

I'm not studying anymore ... coz I'm busy with the stupid project's daily log, action plan and whatnot.

Anyways, I'm really starting to love my desktop ... again...

At least the screen is bigger than my laptop's ... the only disadvantage of this desktop ... well, it comes with a 128 RAM only =.= Hey! don't laugh ok! My dad bought this desktop in 2003, and it is equipped with the duo core processor, which is something that is not common amongst desktop yet, I'm one of the first to use it k :P (Although the whole thing came with a shitty RAM)

It's still good to be use la ... just a lil slower when it comes to multi-tasking, not enough RAM.

I am so happy I've updated everything in this desktop, I even upgraded its Microsoft Office from 2003 to 2007, save the trouble of saving the files to 2003 formats, coz Microsoft Office 2003 doesn't read files that is saved in 2007 format. FTL (fatt their life) HAHAHAHA!

I gotta continue with the damn action plan for my project already, damn FML

Adios!

Studying~~

Hello people of the earth!!

I'm blogging live from where I'm studying ...

... which is in front of my desktop :D

Well, honestly, I haven't been using this desktop since my dad got me laptop about a couple of years ago.

I just turned on my desktop today and decided to do a little spring cleaning e.g. uninstall some random un-used apps ... and also updating the Live Messenger as well as Skype which is already out of date.

The best part of this is, I'm studying!!! Well, when I study lecture notes while waiting for the apps to update and load, Haha! At least I did some reading ;P

Oh well, I'm going back to studying, talk to you guys later :]