Worst day ever!

I don't know what I did wrong today, maybe it's just bad luck (maybe I'm just running out of luck)

Anyways, I had this back ache for like 3 days, due to taking heavy things, I think I sprained my back or something ... I finally went to the doctor today, coz I can't handle the pain anymore ... I can't bend, I can't even drive without feeling pain on my back (I'm driving manual, I had to control the clutch as well)

So, my mom took me to the clinic today, and the doctor gave me this injection!!!!! OMG! I am so damn afraid of needles!!!!! 

But the doctor promise, it's painless, or else money back, hahahaha! Funny doctor! When the needle was poke into my butt (hahahah! I don't know why it's funny) anyways, when the needles was poke into my butt, it wasn't painful at all, it was when the needle is out, and I'm like GOD!!! It's pain! But still, I can take the pain ... so it's alright ...

Then I went to Queensbay Mall to have dinner ... after having dinner, while paying the bill, I was standing close to my mother and she got a shock when she saw my eyes, and I was like "What??" She said my eyes is swollen ... but I didn't even feel anything until I touch it ... 

It was kinda itchy, I told my mom, it's probably the mosquito ... my mom said, the mosquito couldn't be any accurate and poke right at your eyes lar!

So off I went to the pharmacy, and the pharmacist also got a shock when he saw my eyes =.= ... I don't know how my eyes looks like, coz I didn't even look at a mirror ...

Then when I'm at my mom's car ... I finally get to see my eyes ... and OMG!!! It was like so damn swollen!!

Left and right eyes, is like heaven and earth ...

But my eyes is much better now ... Just that the sprain on my back still haven't fully recovered ... It'll take time ...

But still, it's the worst day ever ... 

*SOB*

Wish you were here <3

I've been reading too much of other people's blog (I mean the people that I barely know) 

A lil bit emo, don't know why ...

P/S: The post below is damn boring ... you guys can pass this if you want =]

      7 Days to our One Year Anniversary ... One year, 365 days, to other couple might not mean anything at all ... they go through 365 days together ... but, we had to go through 365 days, with 85% of the time apart ...

     I got to know my dear dear, on August 2007 ... Maybe it was meant to be ... after knowing each other for about one month ... we got together, on 5th October 2007 ... My dear loves the number 5 ... Coincidently the last three numbers of my mobile phone is 510 ^^

    I still remember clearly on the night of 4th October ... Dear dear (who is still friend on 4th October) asked me out ... she looked somewhat, distracted or should I say, full of burden ... I don't know what is it ... I thought she was still damn sad bout her ex ... I went out with dear dear ... then we went to somewhere near Heng Ee High School .. and have a plate of "Char Mee Sua" and order a glass of MILO for dinner, I'm on diet and she seems to not have much appetite ... so we just share everything ... she was really quiet that night ... I felt something not right ... but still I didn't ask ... she sent me home after that ...

      I go online after I'm home, we chatted till like 11 something, then I see this weird personal message in her MSN, "45 minutes ... " ... a moment later "15 minutes ..." and then I asked, is it someone's birthday tomorrow, or is it a special day tomorrow ... and all I got was "Don't know ..." 

... finally, when it was like 12am ... the personal message is changed to "0 minutes ..." ... and few seconds after that ... I was asked "that question" by my dear dear ... and I dragged on till 1 am, until I finally gave the answer ... which is of course "YES!" ... well, not exactly ... I said yes, but in a very indirect way ... I wish, I'd say, "Can you give me like 3 days to think it over??", hahaha! But I'm glad I didn't say that ... coz I love October 5th and most of all, I love my dear dear, so so so much!

After that special day of ours ... we stick together almost every single day ... for about 5 months ... but it seemed like 3 months ... I don't know why? 

And then came the day I had to send my dear dear off to Australia ... I was sobbing uncontrollably but my dear dear didn't shed a tear ... I don't know how or why? Neither did she say anything other than telling me to take care of myself ... Luckily I had two of my best friends there for me ... I cried on Janice's shoulder ... I guess that was the first time ever she see me cried ... and trust me ... I looked really ugly and I kept hiding myself ...

My dear dear came back to spend her holidays with me during June 2008 ... and we had a wonderful one whole months together ^^ 

We'd been together for almost one year ... and the amount of time we get to spend together is like only 6 months or 7 months at most!!!  *SOB* Other couples get to stick to each other day and night, and I only get like 7 months out of ONE YEAR, which is equivalent to 12 MONTHS!!!

Okay, I'm not complaining ... just self-pity =.=

But I'd always treasure the time I get to spend with my dear dear ...  Our one year together, we've been through ups and downs together ... and manage to pull it through, even though we had the worst arguments ... 

We don't get to spend our One Year Anniversary together like any other couple ... no romantic dinner ... no surprises ... no gifts ... most of all, no dear dear by my side *SOB*  

... a lonely One Year Anniversary, with me, myself and I ... again ... I'm self-pity-ing ... forgive me =.= I can be quite dramatic at times ... I'm Leo marrrrhhhh!

I don't care, when ah dear is back, have to make it up to me, plus the birthday celebration >.<>

I miss you dear ... so so so much ... my whole afternoon for today is spent watching our videos ... I miss every inch of you <3

Sexy ah dear ^^

Just saw the pictures that Joe updated in her Facebook ... and I found this sexy picture of my dear dear, hehe! Credits to Joe for this pic of my ah dear ^^

I miss you dear ... So so so much ... I wish I could just hug you right now ...

P/S: The shorts she was wearing was actually knee length, but she roll it up, hehe!

Christmassssssss!! Best time of the year!!

I don't know if I'm crazy, nuts, or what ever!!! I'm so in a Christmassssy mood todayyy!!!

It's going to be October soon!!! One month I mean 2 months plus, and it will be CHRISTMASSSSS!!! My favourite time of the year ... although I'm not christian ^^

My dear just called me to let me know she reached Melbourne safely!!! *Jumps like mad*

Glad that my dear reached Melbourne without a scratch!!!

7 days to our One Year Anniversary!!! I can't wait!!! I don't know what I'm excited about ... cause dear dear couldn't be here with me, but still, it's our special day <3

I'm gonna continue to write more in this post once I'm in the mood =)

:: UPDATE ::

I was going to use MP3 cutter to cut songs for my mobile phone ringtones ... all of the sudden, I was listening to songs that I could relate to ever since I'm with my dear dear <3

With You - Jessica Simpson

.... Cause with you

I can let my hair down 
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you 
With you, with you, with you
Now that I'm with you ...

I'm all about you - Aaron Carter

... There's somethin' that
I've got to say
You're always with me
Even though, you're far away
Talkin to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice
Makes my heart melt
Oh girl, well it's true

I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love ...

Lipstick Jungle

My all new favourite tv series!!!

LIPSTICK JUNGLE!!!

I just love them to bits!! Especially Lindsay Price, she look a bit like asian, and I just love her hairstyle, her looks, and even the way she dress ^^

Lindsay Price, Brooke Shields, and Kim Raver

I need to get the DVD!!!!!

*Heartache*

I went to Queensbay Mall today after a shitty test =.= ... I did all those questions before ... but my 128MB brain fails me the moment I was sitting for my test! Shit!

Anyways ... I went to Queensbay Mall to look high heels, tops and of course a bag that I could use/take/wear to my best friend's sister's wedding (unfortunately, not my best friend's wedding =.=) 

I was like oh-so-hungry when even I was in college, when I reach QB, I practically attacked the sushi at the Sushi King, I'm just joking, hahaha! After "attacking" sushi ... I went for a clothes/high heels/bag search ...

Me and my mom walked for about 2 hours and still can't find anything in the biggest mall in Penang Island =.= 

When I was about to give up ... my mom notice a bag in a small shop ... well ... it may be a small shop, but the price of the items are not small, mind you! My mom ask the shop assistant for a look at the bag that she had her eyes on ... and OMG! You won't believe the price tag!!! It's like RM 229 ... and a lady (in which I think is the owner of the shop) says that this bag is nice and everything .... and it's only Rm 189 =.= 

I just had a look at the price tag, and it clearly states there it's IN FACT RM229!!! I don't know about her maths or her eyes though ... but mine is still working particularly well!

I try on the bag and it doesn't make me look like an old auntie when I had it on ... and you can put the bag on your shoulder or use it as sling bag ... it looks nice either way ... but the price is a bit steep ...

I mean I like the bag ... but still, I'm not the type of girl that would break my piggy bank just to get some bag that is worth Rm 229!!

But in this case, my mom liked it ... and persuaded me to get it ... I whisper to my mom, "My dad is going to kill me!!!" and she said, don't worry about it ... I'll pay back your dad ... =.= (My mom thought the bag is RM 189, and I thought so too, until the moment we are going to pay for it ... "229 please." and my mom was like "I thought you said RM 189" ... 

"I made a mistake, sorry" .... =.=

Since my mom likes the bag so much ... my mom say, nevermind, she will pay for it ... I really feel heartache when my mom pay for such an expensive bag ... I've never had a bag, that is so damn expensive, in my life!!!

It doesn't feel right, but I still like the bag ... so I will pay for part of it ... my mom ain't working, she shouldn't be paying for what I bought. 

*heartache*

*heartache heartache*

My mom says, the bag is worth the price ... well, she may be right, cause the bag is made with genuine leather, and it can use as a sling bag, or just on your shoulder ... simple ... and my mom says that if I don't want it, she will take it =.=

I was planning to buy high heels and tops ... but then again, forget about it ... I don't want to spend on any of those things anymore ... not worth my money ... I may be a woman, but I ain't a woman that could spend thousands or even hundreds on clothes, shoes or bags ... coz I'm not oh-so-crazy on this kind of things ... 

I was eye-ing on a high heel at "NOSE" for like 3 months ... it's RM 79.90 ... and I'm still thinking, for like, forever, on whether to get the high heels or not ... coz I feel it's too expensive ... although it looks stunning! GOD! I don't even know I could end up buying RM229 bag ... so forget about anything and everything!

Just now, while walking around QB, my old socks keep slipping ... I walked for like 5 minutes, then I started to pull my socks ... another 5 minutes, then pulling my socks again =.=   then my mom can't stand it and pull me to buy a new pair of socks *sweat*

My new pair of socks!! Love it!!! <3

Pink/Green/Grey = Perfect!

Thanks mom!

take care girls!

Above anything else, Dear dear, thank you for Baby IXUS ... cause without Baby IXUS, I couldn't take pictures with them ... Love you dear <3

:: UPDATES :: (on 23rd September 2008)

I've sent off Janice last night ... and going to the airport twice in one day is not what I had in mind ... I hate the airport ... and by the time I'm home, I'm darn tired ... 

I only took a few pictures with her ... nothing much ... then send her off at around 8 something ... 

I was so tired this morning that I don't even have the energy to go for lecture class ... 

Chao Janice, you take care!

I hate flash >.<

:: End Of Updates::

Hmm ... 22nd of September ... I've already sent off two of my best friends early this morning at the airport ... I just don't know how to describe that feeling ... and I hate airport so much ... no matter how nice they look ... 

I reached the airport at around 6.30am ... and this is exactly how dark the sky looks ... It was raining this morning ...

My favourite part of the airport would be the "Arrival" where I can hug my dear dear again ... Just two months more ...

Penang International Airport just opened a McDonald's, hahahaha! Looks nice right??

The place that McDonald's is right now, used to be Nando's

My not so favourite part of the Airport =.=

I hate this place ^^

One of my bestie, Ching Ching that I've sent off this morning ... She's going to UK to further her studies ...

My classmate, Jenny and one of the four girls in our course ... 

This is like 3 out of 4 girls in our Diploma in IT course ... 

My journey with both of you ends here ... Wish you both best of luck in your future =)

My crazy DIT classmates all came to airport early in the morning to send off the two girls ... They're all sleepy head, can't believe that they all took the effort to wake up early just to send the girls off in the airport ... Some of them even drove from Butterworth to Penang Island!!!

DIT Group picture, with flash =)

DIT Group picture, without flash ^^

Janice ... I'm going to send her off tonight ='(

Although we're not in the same course ... but still, she one of my bestie in college ...

I have no idea they took this =.= The only girl that is alert is ching ching *Sweat*

This is like 80% of DIT ... but this picture is without Jenny ...

We almost forgot about Jenny cause she was running off to answer some phone calls and was standing far away ... but we call her once we realize that she was missing in the picture, hehe!

Then after that I gave Ching Ching a big hug ... and told her her take care of herself ... she said goodbye to everyone ... and then the last person she hugged was her boyfriend .... and THEN she start crying ... I know she would cry ... cause if I was her ... I would too ... but then again ... her boyfriend will be joining her in UK 2 days later ... due to VISA problem ... 

To Jenny and Ching Ching ... I may not have the chance to see you girls again ..... I don't know where or when we will meet with each other again ... but till that day comes ... take good care of yourself =) Keep in touch

Well, my breakfast for this morning was McDonald's breakfast ... but I didn't have it in the airport ... I drove to Sungai Dua's McD to take breakfast ... cause I don't like to eat or be at the airport for a long time ... I just hate that place so so so so so much!

*SOB* Tonight I'll be sending off Janice ...