你什麼都沒說 只是牽著我的手
那一秒鐘 遠勝過一句愛我
你手中的溫柔 還在我心裡逗留
愛情卻已變成停格的鏡頭 感覺少了些什麼 - 張惠妹 （你好不好）
愛情已經過了甜蜜期 多說也是無益
愛不愛我已經沒關係 一點小傷而已 - 張惠妹 （我恨我愛你）
我多想說沒有關係 我還愛你 卻擠不出一絲力氣
是我錯過什麼記憶 才從幸福跳到這裡
最怕自己從今以後 什麼都不相信
當初多勇敢愛了你 多勇敢才能原諒你 - 張惠妹 （我爲什麽那麽愛你）
Saturday, August 29, 2009
All that's left is memories ....
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"and everyday i had great time with maple, we see each other morning till night... and guess what, is not a boring thing to do cause when i'm with maple i'm so comfortable and in love... thanks dear haven't kick me aside yet.. hah hah... hope we will love each other till the end... i'll treasure every seconds that is with you... hah hah, i'm a bit 重色輕友, sorry f*fu..."
Friday, August 28, 2009
I wish ...
You'd be more supportive and not giving me those reaction every single time ... I'm tired of you getting pissed off at me every time I said something that you don't like ... that is how I feel ... at least I'm honest about it ...
I'm NOT you, and will NEVER be you ...
Depressed, Assignments, Tests and everything in between ...
Can anyone tell me if I'm studying the wrong degree now??
Can't studying be fun??
I think I'm just being emo coz it started to rain again over here =.= I reckon I have Seasonal Affective Disorder ... I know that term from 'The Oprah Show" that I watch yesterday -.- I'm not sure how to explain that, so you guys will just have to google it out -.-
Anyways ... I'm just stressed out about the Marketing 100 assignment I'm suppose to pass up next week ... and also two tests that I have to sit for ... and then .. things don't end there ... the week after that ... I have another assignment due .... I think I did not have the Seasonal Affective Disorder ... the correct diagnostic would be "Assignment & Tests Affective Disorder"
I'm constantly bombarded with tutorials, class activities (it counts towards my class participation marks) which means, every marks that I can get is IMPORTANT! Lecturer often threaten us to finish up the damn tutorial -.- well, I think I shouldn't use the word "threaten" ... The correct term should be "stressing"
My only goal in all this is trying to get better grades than I did in my Diploma ... back then I was too blur about everything ... I thought I just needed to study like I did in Secondary School (most part of it was having fun) ... I didn't know that everything that you did in Diploma will be included in your overall average which may effect you when you're looking for Uni to accept you.
I guess there's no use saying all this right now ... I'm already here ... I'm half way through my first semester ...
If I had follow my heart ... I would have stayed in Penang ... probably switch to KDU or something for my degree ... I would have still had my car ... and the freedom to go shopping -.-
OR I can go INTI Nilai ... still have my friends with me (still within my comfort zone) ... and probably I would be studying something I love ...
I know I shouldn't be complaining ... coming here is like a dream come true for certain people (well I used to feel that way) but you wouldn't feel that way when you're alone ... I guess not staying in hostel was a bad idea ... I'm still lack of friends here ... but it is way better than the 1st and 2nd week here ... at least now I got to know 2 Malaysian friends .... and 2 other Chinese from China ...
Can I change my mind now?
It's not fun anymore ...
I just wanna be home ...
Can't studying be fun??
I think I'm just being emo coz it started to rain again over here =.= I reckon I have Seasonal Affective Disorder ... I know that term from 'The Oprah Show" that I watch yesterday -.- I'm not sure how to explain that, so you guys will just have to google it out -.-
Anyways ... I'm just stressed out about the Marketing 100 assignment I'm suppose to pass up next week ... and also two tests that I have to sit for ... and then .. things don't end there ... the week after that ... I have another assignment due .... I think I did not have the Seasonal Affective Disorder ... the correct diagnostic would be "Assignment & Tests Affective Disorder"
I'm constantly bombarded with tutorials, class activities (it counts towards my class participation marks) which means, every marks that I can get is IMPORTANT! Lecturer often threaten us to finish up the damn tutorial -.- well, I think I shouldn't use the word "threaten" ... The correct term should be "stressing"
My only goal in all this is trying to get better grades than I did in my Diploma ... back then I was too blur about everything ... I thought I just needed to study like I did in Secondary School (most part of it was having fun) ... I didn't know that everything that you did in Diploma will be included in your overall average which may effect you when you're looking for Uni to accept you.
I guess there's no use saying all this right now ... I'm already here ... I'm half way through my first semester ...
If I had follow my heart ... I would have stayed in Penang ... probably switch to KDU or something for my degree ... I would have still had my car ... and the freedom to go shopping -.-
OR I can go INTI Nilai ... still have my friends with me (still within my comfort zone) ... and probably I would be studying something I love ...
I know I shouldn't be complaining ... coming here is like a dream come true for certain people (well I used to feel that way) but you wouldn't feel that way when you're alone ... I guess not staying in hostel was a bad idea ... I'm still lack of friends here ... but it is way better than the 1st and 2nd week here ... at least now I got to know 2 Malaysian friends .... and 2 other Chinese from China ...
Can I change my mind now?
It's not fun anymore ...
I just wanna be home ...
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