Can anyone tell me if I'm studying the wrong degree now??
Can't studying be fun??
I think I'm just being emo coz it started to rain again over here =.= I reckon I have Seasonal Affective Disorder ... I know that term from 'The Oprah Show" that I watch yesterday -.- I'm not sure how to explain that, so you guys will just have to google it out -.-
Anyways ... I'm just stressed out about the Marketing 100 assignment I'm suppose to pass up next week ... and also two tests that I have to sit for ... and then .. things don't end there ... the week after that ... I have another assignment due .... I think I did not have the Seasonal Affective Disorder ... the correct diagnostic would be "Assignment & Tests Affective Disorder"
I'm constantly bombarded with tutorials, class activities (it counts towards my class participation marks) which means, every marks that I can get is IMPORTANT! Lecturer often threaten us to finish up the damn tutorial -.- well, I think I shouldn't use the word "threaten" ... The correct term should be "stressing"
My only goal in all this is trying to get better grades than I did in my Diploma ... back then I was too blur about everything ... I thought I just needed to study like I did in Secondary School (most part of it was having fun) ... I didn't know that everything that you did in Diploma will be included in your overall average which may effect you when you're looking for Uni to accept you.
I guess there's no use saying all this right now ... I'm already here ... I'm half way through my first semester ...
If I had follow my heart ... I would have stayed in Penang ... probably switch to KDU or something for my degree ... I would have still had my car ... and the freedom to go shopping -.-
OR I can go INTI Nilai ... still have my friends with me (still within my comfort zone) ... and probably I would be studying something I love ...
I know I shouldn't be complaining ... coming here is like a dream come true for certain people (well I used to feel that way) but you wouldn't feel that way when you're alone ... I guess not staying in hostel was a bad idea ... I'm still lack of friends here ... but it is way better than the 1st and 2nd week here ... at least now I got to know 2 Malaysian friends .... and 2 other Chinese from China ...
Can I change my mind now?
It's not fun anymore ...
I just wanna be home ...
2 comments:
most ppl overseas experienced the same thing. u just have to be more proactive about it. in order not to feel lonely u must try mixing around. i know its like out of ur comfort zone but u need to try. that's the way to conquer ur loneliness and face ur problems.
anyway, i hope u can cope with all ur assignments etc. if u need any help just msn me and let me know cuz i have friends last time who took the same units as u (i.e. Marketing), so maybe u guys had almost the same assignment so i can ask them for a copy if its similar. pls dont hesitate asking me yea?
take care
tiffie: Thanks :) I'll be alright, I'll let you know if I need any help
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