Love me Hate me, say what you want about me

I know there are people who don't approve of my attitude and if I have to make a guess, I reckon there are at least 50% of the people that knows me (even my friends) hated me for some reason which I'm not sure of.

... but there are certain people that should hate me, because they got on my nerves, being disrespectful to me or the people around me, and therefore the b*tchy, stuck up, ego-istic side of me emerge when I deal with this kind of people.

I'm nice, when I'm nice ... when I'm not, you'll hate me for life.

I always have this set of rules in my mind on how people should act around me ... Well, I expect them to act in certain ways because that is what I was thought to act and behave since I was a child.

I know I'm not perfect, and I'm really glad that I have a best friend that keeps me grounded whenever I've gone all crazy and complaining bout stuff that happened to me.

I remember a couple of weeks ago, I was really upset bout basically everything ... I called up my best friend through Skype ... complaning and stuff, and she told me that I shouldn't expect everyone to behave the way I thought they should behave, I have no control over other people as well. She said if I ever have anything that I'm just really piss off about, I can just call her and complain to her, Haha! She's the world's best listener ... I know she might/maybe/probably hated me before or something, but we always manage to forgive each other, coz we understand each other too well =)

I miss being in my comfort zone, where I can just be myself without being judged. To my best friends whom I hate and love at the same time, I miss each and everyone of you, HAHA!

A lil' update

Heyya guys :)

I know I haven't been updating recently -.- blame my assignments, not me :P

Anyways, I still have two assignments due next week *shoot me*

I had a great 2nd anniversary celebration with B :)

Too bad I had lecture classes on that day, and we had to rush here and there, nevertheless, I'm happy

the 10 days she's here, she took me to IKEA, and Garden City Mall :) I always feel excited whenever I get to go to IKEA, I just love going to IKEA with B ... we bought some stuff for our room (we're running out of space) so I had to buy a cupboard for my clothes *hehe*

Sorry guys no pictures :(

Too lazy nowadays ... anyways I gotta run back and continue doing my assignments

AND I CAN'T WAIT for my holidayssssssssssssssss ... I'll fly off to Newcastle ... and B will take me to Sydney, Melbourne and Tasmania before flying back to Perth and then back to Malaysia!!! WOoOOHHOOOooO! This is going to be AWESOME and EXCITING!!!!

I can't get too excited now, I still have piles of assignments waiting for me -____-

Ok then, gotta go :)

Take care everyone

nite world

Is there anybody in the world that don't like iPhone??

Well, I don't know, probably there is a few hundreds or thousands anti-iPhone people around.

Let me tell you, I dreamt of owning an iPhone.

Why?

Coz to be honest, I'm not very happy with my phone.

I mean of course, I initially thought it would be the next closest thing to an iPhone.

It has the touch screen, stupid functions, and its practically useless.

Is it just me or the phone itself is a pain in the butt?

I was just hoping for it to work when I downloaded the google map, it does nothing good except cleverly display that there's an error. I mean "hello!" isn't it suppose to "try" to work instead of giving me the damn error.

Can't blame it right? Its just a device.

Maybe I shouldn't expect much, and just take whatever I'm given. Besides, its not like I have a truck load of money.

I'd love to go back to a normal phone, the ones with an actual keypad, I don't mind if it has small screen.

readbetweentheline.nothingiswhatitseemsinthiscomplicatedworld.

Nite everyone.

I'm NOT happy

I'm fucking pissed off at my tutor right now!!!

I got back my assignment today through the student email. I downloaded and open up my assignment, preparing for the worst, but I didn't know I would be accused of taking something from elsewhere and paste it on my assignment. FUCK OK! Just because I'm not Australian DOES NOT mean that I'm incapable of writing a flawless paragraph in my assignment. I did a fucking great job and she decided to accuse me of getting that paragraph from elsewhere

I don't mind getting low marks if I did not do my work properly or something, but that tutor really went overboard by accusing me of something that I clearly DID NOT DO! I've learn and speak English my whole life, and I NEVER get anything lower than an "A" in my English subject. So NEVER fucking doubt my ability to write in English!

THIS is what I WROTE and its FROM ME so I DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING QUOTE ANYONE OKAY!!!

Have a look at the fucking comment at the bottom

You don't think that those paragraph are my own words?? VERY FUNNY!

Is the paragraph TOO FLAWLESS that you think I got this from elsewhere???? How come "Turn it In" DID NOT SHOW that I copy it from somewhere??? I thought that damn software is fucking powerful in detecting plagarism???

FUCK OK! It's in fucking informal tone BECAUSE 你媽媽 wrote it with her own words k! tiu lei lou mou! DON'T ACCUSE ME WITHOUT ANY PROOF!

I wrote back an e-mail and can't wait to fucking receive her reply MPK!

UPDATE:: She replied and apologize for accusing me (feel better now HAHA!)

Nice SUNNY day :)

It was such a GREAT day!!!!


P/S: I skipped my 3 hours Business Law class, but what the heck!

Anyways, I have a really good reason why I skip the class ok!

You see, B is going to be here in like 5 days, and I haven't clean up my room and the house yet (I have a freakin lazy housemate -_-).

I've been cracking my head for a few days now on what to do with all the things I need to clean/wash (coz I thought I'll be attending the 3 hours lecture today) so I was thinking ... by the time I reached home (the lecture ends at 3pm) it will be around 4pm, so I can't wash the bed sheet, pillow cases etc. coz its late in the afternoon already, and tomorrow (Saturday) I'll be out whole day, and wouldn't come back home till Sunday. I'm not sure if Sunday would be a sunny day for me to do the laundry, by Sunday, I'll only have 3 more days to clean the room/house, I don't like to do last minute work though.

SO, today, I went to my econ tutorial, as usual ... then at the end of the tutorial, my friend asks me if I'm going to the Business Law lecture, I told her "yea, I'm going" ... she said she's not going ... coz even if she goes, she can't understand a thing the lecturer say, might as well just listen to iLecture. So after that, I was like ... Cool! I think I'll skip as well (Not that I don't understand what the lecturer said, but 3 hours is just torturing ok! Nothing gets into my mind)

So anyways, I happily went straight home after that :)

Reached home at around 10.45am ... COOL! I started by tearing apart my bed Haha! I'm just kidding larh! I took out the bed sheet, pillow case, bolster case, blanket and everything and throw it into the washing machine.

While the washing machine do the washing, I had my lunch while watching tv. After that, I clean my room, vacumm the carpet in my room and around the house. By the time I finish, laundry is done, so I went outside to hang it dry.


The next thing I did was, mop the floor (more like wiping, coz I use hand, and cloth and kneel down and wipe) from the hallway to the dining area, and then the last place was the kitchen -____- I tell you, It took me so long to wipe the floor in the kitchen coz it's so damn dirty k! You can find rice, onions, and spaggetti on the floor -_- damn my housemate! If this house is not owned by B's cousin, I wouldn't even bother to clean the house if I'm living with this kind of people k!

After moping/wiping the floor, I clean the kitchen table, sink ... wipe the microwave (nope, my housemate don't bother cleaning it, he's busy dating his gf) Wipe the dining table (my housemate invite a bunch of his friends over the other day when B's cousin weren't around and the table that they use to dine, is full with curry stain that these barbarians didn't bother to clean)

I went on to clean the toilet (damn I hate to be living with guys, it's like they're blind when they went for a pee, they prefer to spray, squirt, or whatever you call that, everywhere) I continue washing the bathroom. When I'm done, I went outside to check on the bed sheet, lucky me! It's all dry ... so I collect them all, and took it back to my room and started ironing HAHAHAHAHA!

I think by the time you guys read till here, you'd think I'm some crazy people -_- I spend like half the day doing all these things. But let me tell you, I'm crazily happy doing this things lo -______-

Anyways its 6.35pm now ... I started doing all these crazy work at around 11am


It's a really nice sunny day though :) If not I don't think all my stuff would dry off easily.

Sunny day makes me really happy (not in Malaysia though) coz its cold over here, but when you have sun shining on you, you'll feel warm ;)

So happy that everything is clean now :D Can't wait for B to arrive :))))))

Interesting day -_-

Today was a pretty nice day :)

Haha! Something funny happened ... It was after the tutorial session ... I wanted to go buy lunch ... SO on the way there ... I walk pass so many booths (I have no idea what its about) coz all I think about is LUNCH!! FOOD!!! THEN there's this girl was like "here, have this" SO I took it without paying much attention to it UNTIL like a few seconds later, I realize it was this .....

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Still don't know what is that thing??

Let me give you another picture and some clue

It's a condom -_-

Like I need one -_-

Oh well, thanks! ... just in case right? -_-

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What you guys think I should do with it??

I think I'd open it up, and dissect the condom *Haha*

Anyways, I reckon I'd do that when I'm free, Haha! Not now :P

LDR

I've been filled with jealously recently.

To a point where I can't bare to even look at the news feed in my Facebook. I'd see lovey dovey pictures of my friends with their girlfriend or boyfriend, and think to myself, how I wish I was them.

I was wrong, I can't compare myself to them, I'm in an LDR, and they practically see each other 24/7.

What could I do? Ask everyone to stop PDA (Public Display of Affection) in front of me?? And the thing is, I've already been through the lovey-dovey phase. What more can I ask for?

I've even avoid looking at the things, presents, and stuff, I've been given ... coz I'm afraid it might affect my mood, but for some reason, I had to dig deep into all these stuff today. I read through all those hand-made cards, hand-made photo album, written letters, and postcards.

I realize that back then, I took the role of the person who receive rather than giving because I'm not ... how do I put it nicely? Let's just say I'm not so in love at that moment in time and I'm not so needy compared to the person I am today.

I don't know if LDR will make us grow apart or not. Only time can answer this question. I know you still love me, but maybe the way you love me have changed over time. I don't know if I changed, or maybe I've been standing on the same spot the whole time, holding on to it, and hoping that nothing will change.

It's silly.

Imagine yourself, sitting on a spot, and stop whatever you're doing, and just be still (its my silly attempt to stop the things and people around me from changing). You think the people, things, or place around you wouldn't change? No .. they'd continue to evolve and move along with their life.

B, its not your fault alright, I know you still love me ^@^

I guess I'm just like a kid that wish I wouldn't grow up, and stay a child forever.

P/S: I've practically stick every picture I can find of us on the board ^@^ I need to put you back into my life :) I love you!