New Beginning

I think its a little late for me to write a post about 2009, but I'm going to do it anyway, since I'm in the mood.

Well, I had no idea how I got through 2009, it was a tough year for me.

I graduate with a Diploma earlier that year, and by mid 2009, I bid goodbye to this little island I call "home".

I thought I would be happier in a place that is not "Malaysia" and somewhere a few hours away from cs.

But I'm wrong.

I landed in a place call "Perth", and let me tell you, it's just like a prison. Okay, maybe I'm a little to harsh. It just feels like you're in an old folks home when you're there. Sure, the scenery is nice, but other than that, it just feels wrong.

I mean, this is my point of view, I can't say the same for everyone.

Almost 6 months there, and I'm really REALLY GLAD that its over. Before I left, I went to Newcastle, Sydney, Tasmania and also Melbourne. I love Sydney and Melbourne. Even Newcastle is better than Perth.

The moment I flew back from Melbourne, me and cs packed our stuff in Perth and flew back to Malaysia within 2 days. This is how much we hate Perth.

Although I hated Perth, but I'll always be grateful to the people that help me through the 6 months and make my miserable life, a little better. Thank you!

I have big plans for year 2010!! Although I might not have cs here with me in Malaysia, but I'm going to make the best of it! Studies will be my priorities and I'm going to spend more time with my friends, and hopefully get a part time job to earn some $$$$$ , Haha!

So, I'm just going to end my post here and ummmmm .... I need to go to bed soon, so nitey nite everyone!! ;P

Happy 2010 (I know I'm late)

Tiffany&Co.

I've always wanted a Tiffany&Co. charm bracelet, but I thought it was too pricey for me.

So today I decided to go online and went to Tiffany&Co. website and find out the price of a charm bracelet. Back in my mind I was thinking "It must be over a 1000AUD" but to my surprise, the one that I like only cost around 300AUD - 400AUD. I was over the moon HAHA! I'm going to work hard and get myself one :D

Tiffany Notes Heart tag charm and bracelet.
worth 380AUD

Isn't it beautiful??

There's another one, but I don't really like the heart tag looo, its a bit too plain, but I love the fact that its a toggle bracelet

Return to Tiffany Heart tag toggle bracelet

worth 480AUD

A bit too expensive and for a plain heart tag, not worth it lo =.=

I just found ANOTHER NICE and inexpensive ones :DDDDD

Tiffany Notes round tag bracelet.
for 290AUD.

Can't decide between the first one and the third one *sob*

Oh well, it's not like I have the money right now, so let me just dream a little dream about it ;P

Anyways, this is my goal and I'm going to work towards it!!

GAMBATE!!

Sorrryyyyy

T_______T

Erm, never believe what I said, or at least what I wrote.

I think in the last post, I told the whole world I'm gonna re-vamp my blog for new year

... erm

bad news??

coz I don't have time for it right now *sob*

I've been going out every single day since I come back from Australia

and I've been ignoring my baby laptop, coz it can't sign into my MSN *fml*

so what's the use of a laptop if it can't go online right??

that was the reason why I didn't online much *sigh*

Anyways, I'm gonna be really really busy lor

I'll blog again by the end of February *I hope*

or maybe March

And before I forget HAPPY 2010!!!

I hope it will be a great year for everyone!

I hope there'll be more happiness and laughter in your life ;)

I'll see you guys soon

I finally made my decision. It wasn't as easy as everyone thought it would be.

I talk things through with cs and think that this is the best thing for the both of us.

:) Thanks B

I guess I'll be staying here to finish my degree and I'll fly off to Melbourne 2 years later.

I don't know what's in store for me two years later, but I'm prepared to face anything.

If its meant to be, its meant to be. There's no use worrying about it or trying to fight it.

I'm at peace with myself.

My new year resolution? Be a better person and be emotionally stronger.

I have my friends and family here with me, there's nothing I can't handle :)

I'll re-vamp this blog for New Year.

My wish list for Christmas?

1. Be less of a cry baby
2. spend more time with cs

I'm not 重色輕友 just that after cs left, I won't be seeing cs for the next 2 years.

"Instead of being disappointed about where you are, be optimistic about where you're going"

Hey guys, sorry for missing in action for weeksSssSSss ... Sorry bout that, coz I went on a holiday to Newcastle, Sydney, Tasmania and Melbourne. Haven't had time to upload and edit all the pics. I've been moving around, and made a quick decision to come back to Penang, last minute. I landed on Penang Airport last week. I don't remember the exact day, but I'm really happy to be back home.

I kept it a secret and made cs swore to never announce it on Facebook, so that I can surprise my dear ChingChing :)

AND MY PLAN WORKED!!!

She cried when she saw me, MUAHAHHAHA!

I'll upload pics and talk more about that in the next post.

As for now, I'm in a HUGE crossroad ... I don't know which way to go. I'm hoping someone could show me the RIGHT way this time.

I'm having this phobia of going back to Australia to study. I'm really scare of being alone, like seriously. I never had the opportunity to go study overseas with a bunch of friends. Consider yourself lucky if you had friends to accompany you all the way. You may not think they did much, but trust me, little things matters. When you're sick, they're there for you, when you're homesick, they're there to comfort you.

I was thinking of coming back to Penang and study at SEGI college ... but if I did that, I think it just shows that I'm a coward. Nobody would turn down a chance to study overseas.

I hate making decisions. Everything seems wrong.

Seriously, I need someone to talk to right now ...

I'm now at a crossroad again, I don't know which way to go.

I'm given a chance to do a U-turn or continue where I am.

I need someone to show me the right way.

I don't know whether to follow my heart or to follow my head.

This is just too much. Either way, I'm at the losing end.

I just want to be happy and content with my life, but I'm not.

It's just me ...

Was sitting on the bus on the way to Uni. Had my iPod turned on to my favourite song, somehow my mind was somewhere else and not into the song.

I was wishing I could have fun, I wish I can go out of my comfort zone and be someone else for one day.

Put on make-up, go out with friends, go clubbing and just not be the boring ol' me. I've never did all those things, it's like a forbidden place to me. Being the eldest child and sister, makes me feel that I need to always stay out of trouble.

When my lil' sis' was 14 or 15 years old, she got an 18 year old boyfriend who is a DJ (in some club I assume). She went clubbing, and she learn how to smoke, but of course she was grounded after mum found out about it, and had to stop everything. Well, she's doing good, she's an angel now, Haha!

She sure live her life to the extreme huh? What did I do?

Well ...

Nothing

I would love to do such thing one day. Just go out with my friends everyday, and just lose myself.

If I die tomorrow, I think the thing I'd most regret about is that I never really lived my life. I don't know what fun is, seriously. I'm not a geek that read book all day, and yet I'm not a social butterfly. I don't know what I am =.=